[0:01]
it's coming there's the storm brewing
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starting to feel some little
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raindrops very beautiful out here this
[0:12]
sake watching the wind push the water
[0:15]
like that it's very very
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peaceful sun shining through those
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clouds the layers of
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light and now the
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rain boy that spread fast I should have
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been recording
[0:37]
because wow that really spread fast I'm
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going to pay more
[0:44]
attention
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awesome this is wonderful
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it's beautiful
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sun beautiful world
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that sun is embracing you and all life
[1:41]
on this
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planet can you feel
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it that cloud there looks a little bit
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evil it's right over me
[2:04]
too this is wonderful there's a bird up
[2:07]
there go find safety
[2:14]
birdie we've had a little bit of
[2:18]
thunder and one flash of light so
[2:24]
far this is definitely the come before
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the storm
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oh
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that looks
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nice yeah that cloud there I think it
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want some
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trouble this storm is just getting
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started and we are already rocking back
[3:28]
and forth I have my stabilizers
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down I wouldn't call this a strong wind
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either so that's going
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to teach me something because I'm
[3:40]
expecting way stronger winds in the
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Pacific
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Northwest and you can just tell from the
[3:46]
tree it's not very strong wind but we're
[3:48]
definitely shaking a little
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bit was rocking a little bit more than
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this here it
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goes huh
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I do have extra stabilizers I I don't
[4:03]
know how much they really help
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but you know whatever I have to do I'll
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I'll try that things get too bad maybe I
[4:12]
don't expect things to get too bad here
[4:15]
but um given
[4:18]
that this really is not violent at all
[4:21]
and it's already rocking it just it
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tells me something it tells me that my
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extra stabilizers are actually quite
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important and that I need to make that
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part of my
[4:30]
routine especially when I get to the
[4:32]
Pacific
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Northwest so because I know I'm going to
[4:36]
clip these all together in my video I
[4:38]
just want to start by
[4:40]
saying um that storm yesterday didn't
[4:43]
last very long so was not a big deal we
[4:47]
have another one rolling in now I don't
[4:49]
really see much out there though I'll
[4:51]
show you I don't see doesn't look like
[4:53]
we do but they've been saying there's
[4:55]
going to be thunderstorms
[5:00]
I've used to be a what I wanted to talk
[5:02]
about I used to be a big time gamer all
[5:05]
of my life in the past 6 months I have
[5:07]
not really played any video games I'm
[5:10]
about to
[5:11]
finally I made some improvements to my
[5:14]
bedroom here I kind of fixed my bed
[5:17]
platform a little bit so that my
[5:19]
mattress stops moving around and I've
[5:21]
got some other ideas for that and once I
[5:23]
start insulating these walls it's going
[5:26]
to change things in here too I'm going
[5:28]
to start sleeping on this side
[5:30]
so one of my dressers over here put a
[5:33]
pillow on it so my feet have somewhere
[5:35]
to cuz this is a small space allow me
[5:38]
to hopefully improve my sleep situation
[5:40]
a little bit more it's get it's always
[5:42]
getting better I'm adapting it's way
[5:45]
better than when I used to use this
[5:47]
slide I'll tell you that much and
[5:50]
because of that I'll probably have to
[5:51]
move this dresser or this um the Shelf
[5:55]
back here is that what that is oh I'm so
[5:58]
funny I I think yeah there a shelf I'm
[6:01]
going to have to move that um and you
[6:03]
know this my tablets were acting as My
[6:05]
Little television or entertainment
[6:07]
center I might there with velcro though
[6:09]
I might keep that there and then just
[6:11]
make once I have this wall I'm going to
[6:13]
tear that down and then I'm going to put
[6:15]
insulation over this insulation boards
[6:18]
mostly on this you know on the outer
[6:20]
walls but this one too because this
[6:21]
window's never needed anymore because
[6:24]
you know the side is in so I'm just
[6:26]
going to make this a wall by doing that
[6:28]
and then maybe I'll put my maybe I'll
[6:31]
put my um my tablets over there like
[6:34]
I'll have spots for both depending how
[6:36]
just kind of situated in here
[6:38]
alienware's going through an update so
[6:40]
I'm just waiting on that I don't like
[6:42]
firmware updates cuz I've been using
[6:43]
computers since I was a child and I know
[6:45]
how dangerous these things can
[6:48]
be but you know it didn't warn me
[6:52]
normally I would do this
[6:54]
myself
[6:56]
um my cooling pad apparently I broke
[6:59]
that at some point during my journey cuz
[7:00]
it doesn't work I want to get another
[7:01]
one because this has a very nice it's a
[7:04]
laptop version of the um the 480 it's
[7:08]
not a 4090 but it's a 4080 so I can have
[7:12]
some pretty nice graphics on this thing
[7:14]
but it does use a lot of heat I'll have
[7:16]
to find out about my energy usage for
[7:20]
this
[7:21]
thing cuz I suspect I'll be using this
[7:23]
way more often than my desktop once I
[7:25]
start boondocking
[7:27]
so definitely
[7:30]
plan to do that
[7:32]
soon I'm always tinkering with my speace
[7:36]
trying to make it better make it perfect
[7:38]
for me this feels pretty good so this
[7:40]
feels good there's still things I want
[7:41]
to do but it's this feels nice I like
[7:44]
this and I feel like I can finally just
[7:46]
sit down
[7:48]
and just do one of those activities that
[7:51]
I used to do in my old life like for a
[7:53]
long time it just felt
[7:56]
like it just wasn't in the head space
[7:58]
for it I was just mentally processing so
[8:01]
much that I could not turn my brain off
[8:04]
and today for some reason I just found
[8:06]
myself in this sort of
[8:09]
restless um passive state where I just
[8:14]
feel almost tired but um it's hard to
[8:18]
describe I just um didn't really want
[8:21]
it's kind of like when you're a kid and
[8:22]
this is how I was talking to AI about it
[8:24]
when you're a kid and you just um it's
[8:26]
raining outside and you're just looking
[8:27]
out the window you're kind of bored but
[8:29]
but at the same time you don't really
[8:30]
want to do anything that's kind of how I
[8:33]
felt but I was getting excited about
[8:35]
playing this game I finally got it
[8:36]
downloaded and then my computer had to
[8:38]
do these updates still doing it this is
[8:41]
a lot of update I probably haven't done
[8:43]
this in a while which is
[8:47]
why oh you better not do anything
[8:51]
terrible on me I do let my anion
[8:55]
wees so yeah I'm about to play a video
[8:58]
game see the thing is is I want to
[9:00]
approach everything in my life these
[9:01]
days with intentionality so I didn't
[9:04]
feel like just didn't feel like the
[9:07]
timing was right for me to engage in
[9:09]
some of my my pastime activities like
[9:12]
this one and now it feels like okay
[9:15]
you've made so much progress It's very
[9:18]
hot out there I'm not going hiking here
[9:20]
in this weather I'm over the heat just
[9:23]
over it I've done enough hiking in this
[9:25]
seat I'm over it I just went down to the
[9:27]
shower so I'm clean and I don't want to
[9:29]
get sweaty out there and um just feels
[9:33]
like
[9:34]
okay it's time to enjoy the the benefits
[9:38]
of my lifestyle I can just sit here in a
[9:40]
random Campground looking at a lake out
[9:42]
there and playing a video game how
[9:46]
awesome is that oh so by the way this is
[9:50]
up on my ceiling life is strange too
[9:52]
that's a video game that I love I played
[9:54]
it when my mom was over we both cried at
[9:56]
the end it is just the best game ever it
[9:59]
had to have a place in my RV because
[10:01]
while space is sacred I just put it on
[10:03]
the ceiling of the slot right so I get
[10:05]
to look at it and think about my mom and
[10:09]
the memory that we made when when I
[10:10]
played that
[10:11]
game
[10:13]
so there's a mixture of very functional
[10:17]
stuff in here and little memories that
[10:21]
make this feel like home I guess it's
[10:24]
wonderful I really need to clean this
[10:26]
desktop up it's got all kinds of just
[10:30]
old work related stuff and just
[10:32]
craziness look at all those folders I
[10:34]
usually have a very clean desktop my all
[10:37]
of that is from when I was hyperfocused
[10:41]
on my job and there's a lot there I need
[10:45]
to need to clean that up it's going to
[10:48]
work it's booting up now once it does
[10:50]
that I'm going to exit out all the stuff
[10:52]
that I don't need right now and just
[10:53]
play a game man it needs a graphics
[10:56]
update I have to do that that's
[10:59]
important so it'll be a minute here oh I
[11:02]
remember what I was going to talk about
[11:04]
so I got these two external hard drives
[11:06]
I'm going to put on my Steam games on
[11:08]
one of them they might already be on I'm
[11:09]
not sure but then I'm going to make it
[11:11]
so that I can just hook it up to either
[11:13]
my laptop or my desktop when you live a
[11:15]
mobile life you know internet
[11:18]
is a luxury so if I only have to update
[11:22]
those things once then you know that's
[11:24]
going to save me some trouble I've also
[11:26]
got this Plex server on here to play my
[11:29]
um um my my shows and my movies if I
[11:32]
ever want to do that kind of stream them
[11:34]
I can yeah I can even stream them to my
[11:37]
tablet um put those on one of my
[11:40]
external drives and can move that around
[11:43]
too just it's all about for me it's
[11:47]
about efficiency and like I get so much
[11:49]
joy out of that I really can't even put
[11:51]
into works for you it's
[11:54]
like I love that I can take one of my
[11:56]
hard drives vro the bottom of it and
[11:59]
just move it from one place to the next
[12:01]
based on my mood in the moment oh this
[12:04]
one's important cuz it's for the game I
[12:06]
want to play Final Fantasy
[12:08]
16 interesting that they're still
[12:10]
working on God of War Ragnarok making
[12:13]
improvements to that I didn't know that
[12:15]
haven't finished that one maybe one day
[12:19]
Bailey has decided to come say hello
[12:22]
haven't
[12:23]
you like camera when I was showing you
[12:27]
guys that life is strange too I noticed
[12:29]
my teddy bears up there and my rtb
[12:31]
lights and it reminded me about a
[12:32]
comment someone had left on my channel
[12:34]
once they were criticizing me for having
[12:36]
RGB lighting and teddy bears
[12:41]
like why I see nothing wrong with either
[12:45]
of those things they're wonderful maybe
[12:48]
you should try to
[12:52]
embrace being whole because I think that
[12:56]
if you're going to criticize something
[12:57]
like that you're so fragmented that you
[13:00]
just don't even you
[13:02]
just it's just silly is what it is this
[13:06]
is one of the reasons I turn comments
[13:08]
off because I don't want to tolerate
[13:10]
that kind of nonsense in my life I I
[13:11]
simply won't I don't have
[13:15]
to I know how this will sound but
[13:17]
honestly none of you are that important
[13:19]
to me not not when it comes to my
[13:20]
personal life in fact I would go so far
[13:23]
as the same you know I don't even hold
[13:26]
out that much hope for anyone in
[13:28]
humanity anymore
[13:29]
I keep posting because I think there's
[13:31]
probably a few people out there who are
[13:33]
actually paying attention and learning
[13:35]
something from
[13:36]
me
[13:40]
and cuz I mean I have been thinking
[13:43]
about this for a long time I I just the
[13:45]
more I think about it the the less faith
[13:47]
I have in humans I just don't think that
[13:52]
they're capable of being anything like
[13:55]
me they're just so fragmented there
[13:59]
that
[14:00]
seems I mean society's going to collapse
[14:03]
and we're just going to do it all over
[14:04]
again it's not even the first time we've
[14:06]
done it okay because there's a very long
[14:07]
history to this
[14:09]
world it's just at this time is going to
[14:11]
be very dramatic very profound well they
[14:14]
are were but I mean it's just we're so
[14:17]
interconnected now that it's going to
[14:20]
be
[14:23]
intense
[14:25]
and I tried for six months to teach you
[14:28]
guys how to
[14:30]
prepare and all you guys could see
[14:34]
was a guy learning a new skill and
[14:37]
thinking that you knew better than him
[14:38]
when you didn't you never
[14:40]
did anyways let's have some fun right
[14:44]
I'm just going to show you the um so
[14:46]
creative Studio 3 makes final most of
[14:48]
the Final Fantasy especially the main
[14:50]
titles and there is oh it has to do this
[14:53]
again I just went through this all right
[14:56]
we're going to let compile the Shader um
[14:59]
anyways I'm just going to show you the
[15:00]
opening scene as soon as it gets to the
[15:03]
I think it's eph
[15:05]
and who are the two that it starts but I
[15:07]
don't remember anyways it's it's awesome
[15:09]
this game is awesome to an extent it got
[15:13]
boring for me very fast I never finished
[15:14]
this one but it's had two expansions
[15:16]
since then so maybe they've improved it
[15:18]
a lot I hope so so I've been every Final
[15:22]
Fantasy ever made going all the way back
[15:24]
to Childhood
[15:25]
so I do make a point to playing them
[15:28]
because
[15:29]
some I don't know there's just something
[15:31]
about them I've
[15:33]
always been able to immerse myself in
[15:35]
their
[15:36]
worlds now the weather app is saying
[15:38]
it's going to be
[15:39]
5:00 before the storms come earlier it
[15:42]
was saying two then it was saying 4 now
[15:44]
it's saying 5 I'm seeing nothing out
[15:47]
there I hate that we can't trust weather
[15:50]
at all
[15:51]
just they're not good at predicting I
[15:54]
don't understand that I feel like with
[15:55]
all the technology we have they should
[15:58]
have that figured out
[15:59]
now this is especially relevant to my
[16:01]
life now you know I guess I should be
[16:04]
more clear like I kind of want it to be
[16:06]
storming cuz I just think that that'll
[16:07]
be enjoyable and while playing a video
[16:11]
game might be
[16:12]
fun Ba's pretty
[16:14]
happy you're a happy
[16:17]
cat finally I don't know
[16:20]
why um creative Studio 3 oh I already
[16:23]
said that never
[16:24]
mind
[16:26]
um it's not full screen I'm going to
[16:28]
have to fix that
[16:35]
oh we don't mind any just pull the shade
[16:39]
here make things
[16:42]
beautiful what's the problem I had
[16:44]
already set all this
[16:53]
up all right
[17:11]
I'm controlling this with one
[17:13]
hand that's silly
[17:23]
[Music]
[17:32]
here we
[17:46]
go it was R the chronicler who
[17:51]
said that the land of
[17:53]
Alisia is blessed in the light of the
[17:56]
mother crystals
[17:59]
that it was this light which finally LED
[18:02]
our forbears out of the
[18:05]
darkness yet what they saw in the light
[18:10]
gave rise to
[18:13]
Temptation
[18:15]
Temptation that ever lures us back into
[18:18]
the crystal
[18:19]
Shadow and thus did our journey
[18:26]
begin oh eph and Phoenix
[18:33]
[Music]
[18:38]
freaking
[18:40]
awesome nobody does costumes like
[18:42]
creative Studio 3
[19:08]
[Music]
[19:14]
oh I got to play the game
[19:17]
now oh this brings back memory I w't
[19:20]
spoil it for you if you ever play this
[19:22]
this opening scene here comes back a
[19:24]
little bit later in the game it's so sad
[19:27]
I cried so much
[19:30]
those emotionally resonant moments are
[19:32]
what make life
[19:34]
worthwhile tears are not always bad
[19:36]
things anyways RSW fire signing out