[0:01]
oh I'm going to run out of space on my
[0:03]
phone cuz I have to fix that before I
[0:07]
go good morning fellow humans I would
[0:10]
call this a travel day but I was
[0:11]
thinking about it and just about every
[0:14]
day is a travel day for me now I don't
[0:16]
really see the point calling them that
[0:17]
I'm a true Nomad
[0:19]
now so the it's raining out the
[0:22]
weather's quite nice it's like
[0:25]
temperature wise is wonderful I think we
[0:28]
could call this autumn
[0:30]
I hope um I hope that it stays this way
[0:33]
and that means I get to wear my jeans I
[0:35]
love jeans layered
[0:38]
shirts it's wonderful got my rain jacket
[0:42]
out right there so I can get my stuff um
[0:46]
you know take my Camp apart very easy to
[0:49]
do is just a satellite a power
[0:51]
cord there's no water here so I don't
[0:54]
have to deal with
[0:55]
that is there anything
[0:58]
else I think that's it so you know it's
[1:02]
really easy for me to break
[1:04]
Camp um I don't have to do much in here
[1:07]
my living space is designed in such a
[1:10]
way that whether it's a travel day or
[1:12]
not I don't have to do a lot let me show
[1:14]
you this is what it means to keep a slid
[1:16]
in I don't have anything I need to do
[1:20]
everything is just fine like we have no
[1:22]
problems here we are good to go melee's
[1:25]
over here just headbunt my shoe cuz he
[1:28]
do what he does
[1:30]
you know I got plenty of storage up
[1:32]
there that's the thing that always falls
[1:34]
down I got to remember to take that down
[1:35]
that's like a little insulating thing
[1:37]
from my
[1:39]
door um but that's the only thing I just
[1:41]
got to you know I don't have a permanent
[1:44]
place for that yet I
[1:46]
guess I like efficiency I don't want to
[1:49]
be dealing with stuff I don't want to be
[1:51]
reconfiguring my space every time it's
[1:53]
time to go somewhere that to me is just
[1:56]
I mean it's awful you know like that's
[1:59]
just aw who would want to do that like I
[2:02]
I guess lots of people do it and it's
[2:04]
funny because I was thinking about that
[2:05]
today the YouTubers who give you their
[2:07]
tours of their breaking camp or setting
[2:10]
up camp and it's so complicated and this
[2:13]
is like how you want to live your life
[2:16]
cuz this not how I'm living mine there's
[2:18]
no way in the world I'm living it that
[2:20]
way I have been for six months trying to
[2:22]
figure out solutions that work and I
[2:24]
have I am just very happy with my
[2:28]
Solutions so we
[2:31]
have like a 4-Hour drive today it's not
[2:33]
too bad I'm going to stop at two truck
[2:36]
stops along the way and it's really
[2:39]
about it very simple
[2:41]
stuff all right let's see I guess I got
[2:44]
some space now I don't think it's a lot
[2:46]
I'll try to be conservative today there
[2:49]
are some things I want to talk about one
[2:51]
of them are the mass shootings that are
[2:52]
happening because there was another one
[2:53]
in
[2:54]
Birmingham two gunmen at least who were
[2:58]
just randomly shooting at at people and
[3:00]
y'all
[3:02]
don't you don't look at it from the my
[3:05]
perspective it is not a right-wing or
[3:07]
leftwing thing this is a fragmentation
[3:09]
thing and we're going to talk about that
[3:11]
this is a wonderful day we finally got
[3:13]
some rain and it's only like 57
[3:16]
out I love this this is kind of like a
[3:19]
preview of the Pacific Northwest I hope
[3:22]
you know it rain for weeks at a time and
[3:25]
probably I mean I don't know I I said
[3:27]
that a lot of it would be
[3:30]
like drizzles and stuff like this and
[3:32]
then there would be the downpours and
[3:35]
I'm looking forward to it oh I want to
[3:38]
get there so bad I still have a long
[3:40]
ways to go I missed a state yesterday in
[3:42]
my last video so it's
[3:45]
Nebraska then Wyoming then Idaho then
[3:49]
Oregon so I still got a ways to go um
[3:53]
but today it's just the end of it's the
[3:55]
western side of Kansas and day and a
[3:58]
half there and then off we go
[4:02]
I just took my teeth down to the parking
[4:04]
lot I'm going to back up my RV and then
[4:08]
um the outside I'm going to break Camp I
[4:10]
guess I call it that break camp and
[4:12]
we'll be ready to go I'll bring it down
[4:14]
here link it up and we'll be on our way
[4:18]
oh I just want to know so I could have
[4:20]
done it in the road you know I could
[4:22]
have linked up my Jeep in the road I do
[4:24]
that quite often but it's Sunday and
[4:27]
there's quite a few people in my little
[4:29]
Loop here and
[4:30]
there's no telling um when they'll be
[4:32]
ready to go versus me
[4:34]
and just being
[4:37]
respectful always thinking about
[4:41]
others one of the campers here is making
[4:44]
breakfast it smells so good they're
[4:46]
cooking outside I need to start doing
[4:49]
that that smells so
[4:51]
good I think I'm going to let Bailey out
[4:54]
for a minute since it's just risen a
[4:56]
little bit and then we can get a view of
[4:57]
the lake before we go
[5:00]
okay he looks happy he not complaining
[5:03]
yet of course that one always wants out
[5:07]
um this is it this is me breaking camp
[5:09]
this is all I got to deal
[5:11]
with so first bring in
[5:17]
that open this um I do need to do some
[5:21]
work in here I got to watch on my shoes
[5:23]
if I feel like they got um um you know I
[5:27]
think this would have helped if it was
[5:28]
in here
[5:30]
so I want to do something about
[5:33]
that and here go
[5:39]
soon this is all about iteration this is
[5:42]
a process this is the most disorganized
[5:46]
um storage thing I have by the way most
[5:49]
of them look quite nice you'll
[5:52]
see trying to do this with one hand that
[5:54]
never goes so
[5:56]
well
[5:58]
okay oh all right and these I always
[6:00]
keep in there too
[6:03]
now it's a lot easier just throw these
[6:07]
in
[6:10]
here um we're going to find out if my
[6:12]
stabilizers give me any trouble cuz
[6:14]
sometimes they do might have to manually
[6:16]
bring them up which means bringing out
[6:18]
tools and
[6:19]
stuff but hopefully we won't have that
[6:24]
problem all right this side's usually
[6:26]
fine
[6:28]
[Music]
[6:34]
it's the driver's side that's a problem
[6:36]
all right let's find
[6:38]
out okay we're good
[6:45]
yay okay that's pleasing
[6:48]
[Music]
[6:53]
news so we don't have a lot to deal with
[6:56]
today I'm going check the tires it's
[6:58]
always a thing
[7:00]
they look good very happy about that I
[7:04]
think not taking the SP out has
[7:06]
helped I honestly
[7:09]
do got some kids
[7:14]
playing trying not to get dirty here but
[7:17]
it's inevitable
[7:23]
right I think that kid swallowed a bug I
[7:26]
have done
[7:27]
that so this storage
[7:31]
be see very organized oh I don't need to
[7:34]
be in this oh my s's going to go in
[7:36]
there I need this one because that's
[7:39]
where the levers are give me a second
[7:42]
okay
[7:44]
easy my thing is I don't mind getting
[7:47]
dirty but there's no water here so it's
[7:50]
a little difficult washing my
[7:52]
hands didn't fill out my tank this one's
[7:55]
not perfectly organized well I mean it
[7:58]
is I don't know what I'm complaining by
[8:00]
it looks
[8:01]
good um got to deal with the satellite
[8:05]
that's easy and the power and that's it
[8:08]
so we just unplugg the satellite from
[8:10]
inside bring it out roll it up that's it
[8:13]
just like that we're
[8:15]
done I noticed this the other day so
[8:18]
they installed this new plug for me it's
[8:20]
furian it's the same as the cable found
[8:24]
that interesting they never use that
[8:26]
cable
[8:27]
thing last step is lock them all
[8:31]
up that's important to
[8:33]
me like my stuff locked up when I'm
[8:37]
[Music]
[8:39]
traveling
[8:43]
okay see how in level we were on this
[8:46]
side I'll show you the other in a minute
[8:49]
it wasn't that bad I am so used to it
[8:51]
now we're going to empty the tank so
[8:53]
that one's usually not locked
[9:04]
[Music]
[9:12]
okay yeah I don't know where down to the
[9:14]
tanks here though this is an interesting
[9:17]
place so we'll
[9:19]
see Bailey you seem pretty comfortable
[9:23]
there give you some time all
[9:26]
right can do that let take a look at the
[9:30]
light
[9:33]
gear I wouldn't say I learned a lot here
[9:37]
other
[9:38]
than kind of entered a new phase my
[9:41]
thinking
[9:42]
where um you know I started playing a
[9:45]
video game yesterday I didn't do that
[9:46]
for very long but you know it's coming
[9:49]
back feel like I have the patience for
[9:51]
it
[9:52]
again cuz I really immersed myself in
[9:55]
those
[9:57]
worlds I haven't finished that game yet
[9:59]
and with the two expansions I bet
[10:01]
there's a lot of content to
[10:06]
play never really spend any time down
[10:08]
there well none at all I didn't spend
[10:11]
any time on the lake is what I was going
[10:12]
to say didn't do any
[10:14]
hiking it just too hot I don't like the
[10:17]
'90s
[10:19]
so over
[10:21]
that I'm right here
[10:25]
buddy was distracted by somebody else
[10:33]
what you're
[10:35]
fine
[10:38]
a you're
[10:40]
fine you can't roam around you know
[10:46]
better we're basically ready to go I got
[10:49]
to fix my
[10:50]
Dash um my dash
[10:55]
cam fell down again cuz I haven't found
[10:58]
an auto parts H up but that should be
[11:00]
the only problem you can see it in there
[11:02]
if you look
[11:03]
carefully got some tape for it that's it
[11:07]
we're good to go bailing we're going to
[11:09]
go let the at the End of the Street turn
[11:13]
left we can gr
[11:15]
brigher than the
[11:25]
sun tonight
[11:30]
we are
[11:34]
young so let's set the world on
[11:38]
fire we can grow
[11:40]
brighter than the
[11:42]
[Music]
[11:46]
sun goodbye Wilson
[11:49]
Lake we're off to another Lake now very
[11:54]
pretty I do wish we could have spent
[11:56]
more time here I would have loved to
[11:57]
explore this place
[12:01]
but there are always other places to
[12:03]
explore I
[12:04]
suppose all right so we're off and my
[12:07]
next Stop's in 60 Mi just straight shot
[12:10]
down this
[12:11]
highway to my first fuel stop it's
[12:14]
raining and there's clouds in the sky
[12:17]
and so we'll have some weather out
[12:19]
there um I was thinking I might try to
[12:22]
put my GoPro up somewhere like I did in
[12:24]
my Jeep or just shows a view outward
[12:27]
that might be kind of fun I'm going to I
[12:28]
might try that
[12:29]
soon um but so I'm briefly going to talk
[12:32]
about gun
[12:34]
violence cuz I'm am
[12:37]
done pretending
[12:40]
like anybody knows what the hell they're
[12:42]
doing anymore because they obviously
[12:43]
don't they don't understand what's
[12:45]
happening and I'm not going to just be
[12:47]
silent because it's controversial to you
[12:49]
people I don't give a shance people are
[12:51]
dying people are getting hurt all the
[12:53]
time there were multiple mass shootings
[12:55]
this weekend there was I think one was
[12:58]
in Minnesota and then the other was in
[13:00]
Birmingham where several different
[13:02]
people were shooting at people on the
[13:05]
street that should tell you something
[13:08]
it's disintegration it's fragmentation
[13:10]
those people's minds the people shooting
[13:12]
those weapons have clearly fragmented
[13:15]
themselves so much that they're able to
[13:17]
just turn off their ethics and their
[13:19]
emotions that doesn't just happen it's
[13:21]
because they live in this world with you
[13:24]
where everybody does that to some extent
[13:26]
or another
[13:30]
and given how bad it's gotten which
[13:34]
we've seen for years and everybody just
[13:37]
kind of ignoring
[13:39]
it it's just going to keep getting worse
[13:42]
of
[13:42]
course right let's be
[13:47]
realistic it's disintegration of society
[13:51]
that's what it is it is a very clear
[13:52]
sign of
[13:53]
it and I don't care what side of the
[13:56]
political ey you are on by the way being
[13:59]
right or left that's just another form
[14:01]
of fragmentation you're putting yourself
[14:03]
into US versus them groups which is
[14:05]
stupid that's not how the world should
[14:10]
work you're
[14:12]
just it doesn't matter what side you're
[14:14]
on okay you need to start taking it
[14:16]
seriously if you actually give a [ __ ]
[14:18]
and you want to see this world
[14:19]
survive because these are all
[14:22]
manifestations of what I've been talking
[14:24]
about let me put this another way for
[14:26]
you it's time for you all to get on the
[14:28]
same page to
[14:30]
integrate and find a solution look at
[14:32]
the root causes and deal with the root
[14:34]
causes stop pretending that they don't
[14:36]
exist like we don't know what they are
[14:37]
they're so freaking obvious to me the
[14:39]
only reason they not obvious to you guys
[14:42]
is because you're so
[14:44]
fragmented and I have had to live in
[14:46]
this world and watch you guys screw
[14:48]
everything up I have to live in the same
[14:50]
world as you but I'm nothing like
[14:54]
you and so I know this Society is going
[14:56]
to collapse and it's going to happen all
[14:58]
over the world and everything is just
[15:00]
going
[15:01]
to turn to dust including your minds by
[15:05]
the way because
[15:08]
nobody hardly
[15:16]
nobody I mean I don't even know how to
[15:18]
finish that sentence because there are
[15:20]
just so many layers to how I could end
[15:22]
it you know that's what's going on in my
[15:24]
head all the time it's like I there are
[15:29]
so many different ways I could end that
[15:30]
sentence and they' all be
[15:33]
true so I'm going to have a good day
[15:36]
that's enough of that I just I saw it
[15:38]
this morning and I wanted to talk about
[15:40]
it so I have you now I'm just going to
[15:44]
enjoy this beautiful weather cuz I
[15:48]
consider beautiful and this drive
[15:51]
and baele over here oh I guess I can't
[15:54]
do it that way baele right there he's
[15:56]
doing good so um everything good I have
[16:01]
very good visibility like I just
[16:03]
absolutely love what I've done to this
[16:05]
place it feels like my home it feels
[16:07]
mobile it feels like exactly what I set
[16:09]
out to
[16:12]
do maybe one day some of you will want
[16:14]
to go look back on my videos and
[16:16]
actually learn something from
[16:18]
me one last thing do you understand that
[16:22]
when something is controversial that's
[16:24]
really just a sign that you want to
[16:25]
ignore it you don't want to face it not
[16:28]
nothing in this world is controversial
[16:30]
you just need to face
[16:32]
it
[16:35]
nothing that is so cool I don't know
[16:37]
that I can get it on my screen but there
[16:38]
just a whole bunch of birds flying
[16:40]
overhead oh I don't think it I don't
[16:43]
think my camera dead I need better I
[16:46]
have a camera I mean I don't think I
[16:47]
could use that one though while driving
[16:49]
so I don't know I hate that I can't get
[16:53]
the images I want though so I'm
[16:55]
absolutely loving this I know how many
[16:58]
of you are you don't just want to say
[17:00]
something like it's gang violence even
[17:01]
though we don't know and I don't think
[17:03]
it is you need to think about the fact
[17:05]
that multiple people shot at multiple
[17:08]
random people on the streets together
[17:11]
they did this together that tells you a
[17:14]
lot if you think on
[17:16]
it it's almost like they turn it into a
[17:21]
game and it is
[17:23]
not just places like Birmingham I know
[17:27]
that's how some you like to think Chad
[17:29]
Dorman he murdered all of his
[17:32]
children in front of their
[17:38]
mother one of the worst things I've ever
[17:43]
seen and you did it because he's so
[17:46]
fragmented people
[17:48]
don't snap that's not how that works
[17:51]
that is just another one of the lies
[17:53]
they tell you
[17:55]
okay people don't just snap
[18:00]
when you are so fragmented that you can
[18:02]
turn off certain parts of your brain and
[18:05]
do something like that it is a
[18:07]
reflection of the world we live in
[18:10]
everything is interconnected he grew up
[18:13]
in our
[18:14]
society it's that just mental
[18:17]
[Music]
[18:22]
illness none of you look at the root
[18:24]
causes you go into your little camps you
[18:26]
make excuses just that's you do you make
[18:29]
excuses and you try to solve problems
[18:32]
from a fragmented place and it was
[18:34]
Einstein who said you can't do
[18:37]
that you can't solve a problem at the
[18:40]
level you created it
[18:42]
at and that's why Society is collapsing
[18:45]
because every problem we try to solve we
[18:48]
solve in a fragmented way we look at
[18:50]
nothing holistically or
[18:52]
interconnected we do not address through
[18:54]
causes in this Society that's why
[18:56]
Western culture is so toxic that's
[18:58]
that's why to sin on the
[19:01]
planet because it's not going to make
[19:03]
things better it's going to make things
[19:05]
worse and
[19:06]
worse that's all it
[19:09]
does it's not progress we're not making
[19:17]
progress clearly I'm very frustrated
[19:21]
today I don't know why it's not like I
[19:23]
haven't accepted this long
[19:27]
ago I guess it's because I just don't
[19:30]
understand why people are the way they
[19:32]
are it's like all of these problems in
[19:34]
the world you look at them and you
[19:40]
just just blow it off you turn your mind
[19:43]
away from it you live on the surface of
[19:46]
life and ignore
[19:50]
everything how do you think that's going
[19:52]
to solve anything in this world you know
[19:55]
I didn't know when or if I'd ever talk
[19:57]
about this but I'm just going to
[19:59]
religion spirituality all of that is
[20:03]
fragmentation that is you seeking
[20:05]
something outside of yourself because
[20:06]
you're so disconnected inside of
[20:08]
yourself when you're integrated you
[20:10]
don't need it you have the world you
[20:13]
have the universe everything is all
[20:15]
inspiring you don't need to look outside
[20:18]
yourself you need to start looking
[20:21]
within yourself that is where you'll
[20:23]
find the answers that's where you'll
[20:24]
find peace that's where you'll find
[20:27]
everything
[20:32]
the fact that you are still looking
[20:34]
outside of yourself for answers tells me
[20:37]
just how fragmented you
[20:39]
are I'm not sure what's happening here
[20:41]
but that's beautiful I guess it would
[20:43]
just be a field of crops that have
[20:45]
already been harvested or maybe not
[20:46]
grown this year but those are pretty
[20:48]
pretty colors of brown you can see a lot
[20:50]
of symmetry and I just like the way it
[20:53]
looks
[20:59]
we got a long drive to go let me put it
[21:02]
this way when I was younger I did a lot
[21:04]
of seeking myself even as a very young
[21:07]
child I went to church on my own even
[21:10]
though that wasn't something my family
[21:11]
did I wanted to go and I asked them
[21:13]
questions and they didn't have answers
[21:17]
and you know they don't have answers you
[21:19]
pretend they do but you know they don't
[21:21]
I knew as a child they didn't I learned
[21:24]
very
[21:25]
young that I wasn't going to find
[21:27]
answers from those kinds of people and
[21:30]
then I started looking into spirituality
[21:32]
all kinds of
[21:33]
spiritualities and I studied them my
[21:36]
whole life up until I think it was my
[21:38]
30s is when those beliefs just kind of
[21:42]
shed away because I realized what it was
[21:46]
it was
[21:49]
just I was seeking answers that I could
[21:51]
only find Within
[21:53]
Myself the world is enough you are
[21:55]
enough that's what I'm trying to tell
[21:57]
you you are
[22:01]
enough when you are integrated like me
[22:05]
you you don't look outside yourself for
[22:07]
answers instead you look outside
[22:09]
yourself at the awe and beauty of
[22:11]
everything it's
[22:14]
enough so let me add this just so that
[22:17]
you understand the Nuance in my
[22:20]
life there's nothing wrong with you
[22:22]
going to church if you go for the right
[22:24]
reasons that's a way for you to to be
[22:27]
part of a community wonderful that's
[22:29]
wonderful wait for you to connect with
[22:31]
others oh wonderful things but you turn
[22:34]
it into something
[22:36]
that's so rigid and so in denial about
[22:41]
reality and you use it as another way of
[22:45]
just it's
[22:46]
tribalism you don't you can have
[22:49]
communities you
[22:52]
know don't pretend you have all the
[22:55]
answers and don't use them to justify
[22:58]
horrible
[23:02]
acts when you subscribe to a fixed point
[23:05]
of view like that I don't do this with
[23:08]
anything nothing my mind is open to
[23:11]
everything if there is some new insight
[23:13]
out there that it'll change every
[23:16]
everything that it
[23:19]
touches but you guys aren't like that
[23:21]
you've decided you know
[23:24]
everything and you use that to judge
[23:27]
others and to commit heinous heinous
[23:29]
things all the
[23:34]
time this is why I don't respect
[23:41]
you how could I look at that we see
[23:44]
signs like these all the time some kind
[23:46]
of God-fearing sign of course let's see
[23:49]
what this one says because they're just
[23:51]
so wonderful to see all over in the
[23:54]
world if you die today where will you
[23:56]
spend eternity
[23:58]
oh my God you should be afraid people
[24:01]
you should be [ __ ]
[24:03]
terrified I love that the only reason I
[24:05]
know what that is is because I played so
[24:08]
much ano in my life that is one of those
[24:11]
oil
[24:12]
drills I would not know that
[24:14]
otherwise I love this cuz it genuinely
[24:17]
feels like a preview of what I'll
[24:19]
experienc in the Pacific Northwest like
[24:22]
the nature will be different and I'm
[24:24]
sure the weather you know will not be
[24:27]
exactly the same but just a lot of rain
[24:29]
and fog
[24:31]
and
[24:33]
um gray skies like I'm getting a preview
[24:38]
of what I'm what I'm driving towards
[24:40]
right now take the first left you can
[24:42]
really tell the direction of the wind
[24:45]
and how strong it is from like the
[24:47]
raindrops on my windshield but also from
[24:49]
that semi truck up there the direction
[24:51]
of all the rain that's coming off the
[24:53]
back of his
[24:55]
vehicle got me thinking I need to get a
[24:59]
compass that I can put in here
[25:01]
somewhere that I can because when I'm in
[25:04]
the Pacific Northwest and I'm dealing
[25:06]
with strong winds I'm going to want to
[25:07]
point my RV a certain way and that
[25:10]
Compass could be real useful oh this
[25:13]
one's a tight trucks out but we are
[25:15]
doing it he's coming over cuz he's kind
[25:18]
of going to that lane so I'm in this one
[25:21]
my jeep's kind of out there but I
[25:22]
trusted it's fine if you can see it in
[25:24]
the mirror well you can see it there I
[25:26]
guess um cool first time doing one of
[25:30]
these ones boy this feels tight even
[25:32]
though it's it's a truck
[25:34]
stop I love the truck stops cuz Bailey
[25:36]
does stuff like this he's like okay I
[25:39]
guess I'll come out of the carry and
[25:40]
check things
[25:41]
out what's going on out here right
[25:44]
Bailey we're at a truck stop look at
[25:48]
you really want to
[25:53]
view everything's good back there this
[25:56]
fell down again I keep forgetting about
[25:57]
that thing as only thing I just need to
[25:59]
put that in the doorway when I doing
[26:02]
this when I'm
[26:06]
driving it's very lightweight but I just
[26:09]
keep forgetting here it comes a trunk
[26:12]
don't worry about
[26:13]
it look at that he's close but these
[26:16]
guys I watched the guy just park man
[26:19]
they have skill they have freaking
[26:24]
skill they are just Masters at this
[26:32]
truly respect truck
[26:38]
drivers that's so nice to see Bailey
[26:41]
just chilling like
[26:46]
that so there's a very strong wind
[26:48]
trying to pull my door open I pulled
[26:51]
over just to confirm it was locked I
[26:53]
knew it was but I confirmed it
[27:04]
I might need
[27:07]
to I got a couple ideas but I might want
[27:10]
to reinforce that
[27:13]
door maybe get a new one cuz the winds
[27:15]
are going to be strong in the Pacific
[27:18]
Northwest so I've been talking with AI
[27:20]
about my
[27:22]
door um because it I just got to
[27:24]
thinking I'm going to I'm going to put
[27:27]
some
[27:29]
those those clamps that I have for my um
[27:32]
my cabinets I'm going to put those on
[27:34]
the door too
[27:36]
but I you know it's a thin door it got
[27:39]
me thinking you know by the time I get
[27:41]
to the Pacific
[27:42]
Northwest that door needs to be
[27:44]
insulated and dealt with so um it gave
[27:48]
me some ideas on what I could do with
[27:49]
that so that's yet another project I'm
[27:52]
going to have to work on I want this
[27:54]
thing
[27:55]
ready I don't think I've actually
[27:57]
addressed this yet
[27:58]
so I'm going to the Pacific Northwest
[28:00]
deliberately because of the storms it's
[28:03]
going to be scary at times um but fear
[28:07]
isn't something that stops me from it's
[28:11]
just another emotion that I integrate
[28:13]
and you know that's automatically
[28:14]
integrated into my cognition I work with
[28:18]
it um it also I I actually learned a lot
[28:22]
about fear yesterday just talking about
[28:24]
it with AI it's actually very
[28:26]
interesting because fear leads to other
[28:27]
emotions and I never really thought
[28:29]
about it like it can even lead to love
[28:31]
because it means you're
[28:33]
recognizing the power of something
[28:38]
and it's not just a spectrum it's almost
[28:42]
like it's very fascinating I'm still
[28:44]
thinking about this stuff but anyways um
[28:47]
I'm going to the Pacific Northwest
[28:48]
because I want to test myself and I want
[28:51]
to test my RV I want to find out what
[28:53]
the problems are and deal with them
[28:55]
because I don't know what's going to
[28:57]
happen in the future
[28:58]
I don't know when Society will collapse
[29:01]
I think it's going to happen within the
[29:02]
next couple of years but maybe I'm wrong
[29:05]
maybe I'm very wrong and it doesn't even
[29:07]
happen in my lifetime it's inevitable
[29:09]
because I understand the systemic issues
[29:13]
we're dealing with and I know that we
[29:14]
can't solve them the way we're trying
[29:16]
and that it's been it's going on it's
[29:18]
gone on too far to where any solution
[29:22]
is able to
[29:25]
solve it's going to happen okay it just
[29:28]
[ __ ] is
[29:31]
and whether it's in the next couple of
[29:33]
months or years or somewhere down the
[29:37]
road I want to be prepared for it I want
[29:41]
to I want to live my life I'm not just
[29:43]
trying to survive I want to thrive in
[29:45]
this world and I am living a lifestyle
[29:47]
that I absolutely love it's not just
[29:49]
about societal
[29:50]
claps
[29:53]
um I might live this way the rest of my
[29:55]
life I might buy land someday depending
[29:57]
on how things go but it won't be like I
[30:01]
wouldn't I wouldn't live the rest of my
[30:04]
life there all the time I'd still be
[30:05]
traveling in my
[30:07]
RV so and I wouldn't be just buying a
[30:10]
house I'd be buying land where I can you
[30:11]
know grow food and um make a very unique
[30:15]
kind of um something that works for me
[30:18]
like the what I do to my RV it wouldn't
[30:19]
be anything that you guys have ever seen
[30:21]
I can promise you that
[30:24]
um but you know that's not where my head
[30:27]
is right now I've got more immediate
[30:29]
things on my mind
[30:33]
I I want to test my equipment out there
[30:36]
I want to test
[30:38]
myself so I'll learn things I'm learning
[30:41]
them before I get there I'm learning
[30:42]
that you know I should deal with this
[30:43]
door now before I get there so this
[30:46]
journey there is just as
[30:49]
h i approach everything with intention
[30:52]
everything I always have
[31:02]
I have what 400 videos showing you of me
[31:05]
doing that there is so much you could
[31:07]
learn from me if you were willing but I
[31:09]
don't think that most of you
[31:11]
are and I haven't made peace with that
[31:14]
that's why I'm talking to you the way I
[31:15]
am these days because I'm over
[31:19]
it you guys have created a very [ __ ]
[31:22]
up world you don't even see it and
[31:26]
you're probably not going to see it
[31:27]
before or it
[31:29]
collapses
[31:33]
Beyond once that happens maybe some
[31:37]
people will be willing to look at the
[31:39]
world a little bit differently and
[31:41]
realize the mistakes that were
[31:43]
made and that I lived on this planet as
[31:47]
a holistic integrated person the whole
[31:49]
[ __ ]
[31:50]
time and saw right through your lies and
[31:53]
your
[31:55]
[ __ ] and even provided Solutions on
[31:59]
going check that
[32:02]
out that infrastructure over there a
[32:06]
where is it there it is um one giant
[32:09]
windmill for that whole place that is so
[32:11]
cool you know that that was built for
[32:13]
that place that is how they're powering
[32:15]
it that is
[32:18]
amazing this is
[32:22]
incredible I have no words for how cool
[32:25]
this
[32:25]
is just these open expanses of land
[32:29]
every once in a while you might see you
[32:32]
know what's basically a family it's
[32:34]
built a life out
[32:37]
here this is so
[32:43]
cool so I've never really told you guys
[32:47]
this I started programming in the sixth
[32:49]
grade some of this I've told you some I
[32:51]
walk get to it started in the sixth
[32:54]
grade I was deeply passionate about
[32:57]
programming because
[33:00]
it it
[33:02]
engaged
[33:04]
programming complemented the way my mind
[33:06]
works I think I think I was always a
[33:07]
systems thinker I was always seeing
[33:09]
things in the world and I remember my
[33:11]
parents being like you think too much or
[33:13]
you're thinking too deeply about this or
[33:15]
I don't remember how they worded that
[33:16]
but you know what I'm saying there you
[33:19]
which was alienating it was just you
[33:21]
know they were discounting who I am at
[33:23]
my coure and programming gave me an
[33:25]
outlet for that
[33:28]
and there were times I was homeless I've
[33:31]
told you that too what I haven't told
[33:33]
you is I used to write code on paper
[33:35]
when I didn't have a
[33:37]
computer that's how much that's how
[33:39]
passionate I was about it and how I
[33:40]
could hold those thoughts in my head put
[33:43]
them down on paper run the code in my
[33:46]
head on paper without a
[33:52]
computer I spent my whole
[33:56]
life engaged in those kinds of
[33:58]
activities not just coding but just my
[34:01]
internal
[34:02]
world and you know just philosophy and
[34:06]
the
[34:07]
just whatever I saw in the world I was
[34:09]
integrating it into myself I always saw
[34:15]
it but
[34:17]
then as it became clear to me the
[34:19]
societal collapse that's actually coming
[34:22]
that's that's
[34:24]
close I had to evolve I had to shift
[34:27]
gear
[34:31]
and that's what I did that's exactly
[34:33]
what I did I bought an RV I moved into
[34:35]
it and I started focusing on a
[34:38]
completely different set of skills
[34:42]
and perspective
[34:45]
because I did
[34:48]
not ever have to learn these kinds of
[34:52]
skills the physicality of it all I don't
[34:55]
know how to really explain it just the
[34:58]
the mechanical world is what I would
[35:01]
call it I
[35:02]
guess and I shared my process with you
[35:06]
because I knew that I was approaching it
[35:09]
with the same intentionality that I did
[35:11]
programming and everything else in my
[35:13]
life I adapt if I don't have a computer
[35:17]
I write code on
[35:20]
paper I don't give up
[35:23]
ever I learned from
[35:26]
experience and all I got from you guys
[35:29]
more superficial comments where you were
[35:31]
dissecting my life into little pieces
[35:33]
and that was
[35:36]
unacceptable from the very beginning I
[35:38]
did not like that very first comment on
[35:41]
my
[35:42]
YouTube the very first video I made
[35:44]
there are two comments that have kind of
[35:46]
stuck with me one that I share with you
[35:47]
guys all the time whenever my camera
[35:49]
goes the wrong angle because somebody
[35:50]
criticized me for using the wrong angle
[35:53]
um portrait versus landscape so [ __ ]
[35:56]
sound stupid
[35:58]
and so I just troll that guy back
[36:00]
forever I will for the rest of my life
[36:03]
maybe um it's like a joke to me now and
[36:06]
then the other one was somebody saying
[36:08]
don't worry about the fact you don't
[36:09]
have teeth who
[36:11]
cares obviously I didn't or I wouldn't
[36:14]
have been on [ __ ] camera talking
[36:15]
about
[36:16]
it people don't
[36:20]
think you are not listening to what I am
[36:24]
telling
[36:25]
you you are not integrating it you are
[36:28]
not absorbing
[36:29]
it all that unsolicited advice you gave
[36:32]
me where I was trying to show you my
[36:35]
process which I know is is superior to
[36:40]
yours was just
[36:43]
unacceptable I am so over you
[36:45]
guys my channel now is definitely for
[36:49]
the
[36:50]
future for a time when people are more
[36:56]
open-minded than will willing to sit
[36:58]
with what I'm saying instead of just
[37:00]
being distracted scrolling through
[37:02]
YouTube because YouTube probably won't
[37:04]
even exist at that point my videos will
[37:06]
be somewhere
[37:07]
else I mean how can I have respect for
[37:11]
people who just spend all their time
[37:13]
being distracted on YouTube and when
[37:15]
they come across a channel like mine
[37:17]
they don't even sit with
[37:22]
that it's
[37:24]
unacceptable ba and I are at the new
[37:26]
Campground
[37:28]
it's over here my new house is leaking I
[37:31]
think I can fix it though some kind of
[37:33]
cealing this one
[37:34]
here it's coming out um this piece right
[37:39]
here I think I can probably seal that so
[37:42]
I'm just going to fill my tank
[37:47]
upay that till I can get it fixed so
[37:50]
this is a shitty Campground there are
[37:52]
people freaking everywhere no space for
[37:55]
anybody I hate those kind of parts
[37:58]
so I won't enjoy my time here
[38:02]
but I did see something very cool I want
[38:05]
to go check out we'll do that um
[38:09]
hopefully today because today's real
[38:11]
nice it's
[38:12]
like I don't know maybe 60 out real nice
[38:15]
tomorrow it's going to be back in the
[38:16]
80s so which isn't
[38:19]
terrible I mean it's better than has
[38:22]
been but still 80s hot I want this is
[38:25]
the weather I want this is what I'm
[38:26]
looking forward to the Pacific
[38:28]
Northwest at some point I'm going to
[38:30]
need to start I'm heading towards a
[38:32]
hardware store to get supplies um I need
[38:35]
to make space in here for that and I
[38:39]
want to try to get my slide to work
[38:41]
correctly which means pulling everything
[38:43]
down then I turn into a storage tve and
[38:45]
then just kind of trying to get the
[38:47]
motors to realign themselves hopefully
[38:50]
um but I don't want to do that with a
[38:51]
bunch of people
[38:53]
around um I know I shouldn't care but I
[38:57]
do
[38:57]
I just
[38:59]
do because unlike everybody else in the
[39:02]
world I actually give a [ __ ] about other
[39:04]
people's comfort
[39:13]
and so yeah I
[39:17]
mean really obviously went out he was
[39:20]
out with me when I was sitting Camp up
[39:22]
but you know that kid just wants to run
[39:25]
that's what he wants we're quite level
[39:27]
so
[39:28]
nice just not sure what I'll do while
[39:30]
I'm
[39:31]
here
[39:35]
um I mean people are too damn close like
[39:38]
literally feet from me I hate that it's
[39:41]
the worst [ __ ] thing in the world I
[39:42]
don't know why they make Camp cron like
[39:43]
this it's [ __ ] it's ridiculous to
[39:47]
me this is not why people come into
[39:50]
nature I don't think that's why anybody
[39:52]
comes into nature like they're not
[39:53]
looking to being feet from each other
[39:59]
so you just kind of expect better from a
[40:02]
state park I guess I get it I sound like
[40:04]
I'm in a bad mood I kind of am I
[40:07]
suppose
[40:08]
um but not really and that's another
[40:11]
thing you guys will never understand
[40:12]
about me truly you won't I can be
[40:16]
frustrated
[40:18]
and looking at the systemic problems and
[40:21]
still be completely at peace with myself
[40:24]
I'm not like you
[40:28]
mey you're just going to have to chill
[40:30]
buddy at some point I think I will get
[40:31]
you on a harness but I don't know when
[40:34]
you're just going to have to be patient
[40:37]
so I guess that's my video for today cuz
[40:39]
I um it's not too late I think it's like
[40:42]
2 maybe maybe yeah I think it's like
[40:45]
2:00 and I'm going to figure out what
[40:47]
I'm going to do while I'm here um I
[40:50]
still have quite a long journey ahead of
[40:51]
me and the sooner I can start working on
[40:53]
installating this place the better
[40:55]
but um
[40:58]
we'll see