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I just passed an RV going the other way
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that's exactly like mine and they were
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also towing a twodo
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jeep pretty
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cool we've got some green up there on
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the GPS I'm hoping that will mean a
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transition to some kind of other
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environment cuz this one's a
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desert so I don't think there's any way
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I making it to where I was heading
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Massacre Rocks Idaho some kind of state
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park there right now I think I'd get
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there at a 7:00 p.m. and I left at 7:00
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in the
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morning it it's not surprising even when
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I was staying 10 hours I I knew that
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that was just an estimate the GPS was
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giving
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and I don't really like not in a hurry
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I'm not driving real fast I'm going 55
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you know and there stops along the way
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fuel stops and just breaks for me and
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Bailey so we're probably going to just
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find a place to pull over for the night
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somewhere um I don't know where or when
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still pretty early let me see what time
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is it almost 1 I
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think yeah it's almost one
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so we be on the road another 6
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hours
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um there's some interesting things along
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the way just s of spot where you can
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pull
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over I love this you don't see this on
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the eastern part of the
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country Steep Hill downward ahead
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finally my first
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one um I get to test my little um D
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minus and plus cuz I don't know I was
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trying that earlier didn't seem like I
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was doing what it's supposed to so I
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want to test like engine braking so here
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we go I'm just going to set you down cuz
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I need to
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concentrate uh I'll let you
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hear me Nate I
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guess this could be interesting going to
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take us out
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of um cruise
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control Steep Hill downward
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ahead yep Here We Come
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O steep grade 6% next 5 miles truck
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turnout 1500 ft check brakes
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oh this just sound
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serious use lower
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gear lower gear okay so it is D minus I
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wasn't 100% sure on this cuz wasn't
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doing what I wanted it
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to this is
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fascinating little
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scary
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oh that little sign there just shows a
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truck barring
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down let's see we're going 35 we're not
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even going fast like we're just going to
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take this
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slow I am very curious so going
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35 now we're starting to go downhill
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there's a little spot to turn off there
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just oh wow what a view oh man we should
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have stopped there oh missed
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it oh
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my
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oh oh we should stop there okay we're
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picking up speed I'm going to go into
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fourth
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here third
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ear okay do I use my brake at
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all this is not a very steep grd is it
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this feels manageable third
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gear
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yeah
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okay can I drop into a second I don't
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think it'll let
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me I'm not even using my
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brakes it won't let me if it thinks that
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it's not a good idea I think cuz it
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wouldn't let me do it once or before
[4:21]
let's find out second gear oh it let me
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go into
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second wow okay let's get back into
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third but at least I can do do that that
[4:30]
slowed us down
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too going
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30 that is so
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cool that is
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awesome this is
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amazing I know there was another RV
[4:55]
behind me where did it
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go ooh it's right on me
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man that ain't
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cool I am experimenting
[5:06]
here this doesn't feel terrible so we're
[5:09]
going
[5:09]
40 I guess we don't have to go so
[5:13]
slow I'm not being peer pressured though
[5:15]
just to be clear I'm not being peer
[5:18]
pressured I'm just D comfortable with
[5:25]
this so we're at 2500 RPMs
[5:29]
I'm going to go into fourth gear
[5:35]
here this is me oh it's a van it's a van
[5:39]
lifer they're going around bye van
[5:44]
lifer
[5:47]
bye this is so cool this is
[5:51]
amazing I'm loving this so I know I can
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do it
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all
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right incredible let me show you guys we
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are just this is such a f oh this is
[6:12]
incredible I didn't use my brakes at all
[6:16]
didn't need to we're picking up speed
[6:18]
now though we're going 50 which is okay
[6:21]
you know there no reason to be
[6:26]
worried um we're in fourth gear though
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let me fix that
[6:30]
that all right we'll go on
[6:33]
Drive um no we're going too fast I don't
[6:36]
like this slowing down I don't like this
[6:39]
we don't know what's we don't know where
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we
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are so we're just going to take the
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slow see we going
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50 fourth GE
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this is
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awesome all right we're going to go into
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normal drive cuz we got a straight patch
[7:19]
here it's pretty in its own way but I
[7:21]
mean it's just so desolate I just I
[7:24]
can't get into environments like this
[7:29]
we're just cruising I'm saving fuel
[7:32]
which I need to save because my next
[7:34]
fuel stop is 21 miles and it says my
[7:37]
range is 220 it's going to be so close
[7:40]
I've been looking for a fuel station on
[7:41]
along the way I have not none I mean we
[7:44]
have been in the middle of nowhere for
[7:45]
hours hours whoa that car came out of
[7:49]
nowhere here comes another very
[7:53]
rude okay we're picking up speed again
[7:56]
so we're going to go into fourth
[8:01]
didn't really change anything I bet I
[8:03]
was already in for though telling me
[8:06]
that they could go into third and that
[8:08]
would bring us up to 3,000 RPMs or
[8:10]
something we don't need that we're going
[8:14]
straight need to level at the
[8:18]
moment oh this is
[8:20]
incredible oh there is just
[8:25]
wow I mean it's a desert but it's still
[8:33]
fascinating oh if we could do this the
[8:35]
whole way I'd save so much
[8:40]
fuel i' actually make it to the fuel
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station ooh wind's picking up okay we're
[8:48]
slowing down that wind was not a
[8:51]
joke
[8:55]
okay yeah that was not a joke so we're
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going
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50 3200
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RPM third
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GE we're doing good Bailey I know you
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can hear that one
[9:15]
too we are in the
[9:19]
mountains okay we're slowing
[9:26]
down birth here
[9:34]
okay this is
[9:40]
fascinating this is not a thing you
[9:42]
think about when you're driving a normal
[9:44]
vehicle it's not me I remember driving
[9:47]
through Arizona in my team that
[9:50]
was I me I just used my pranks
[10:01]
so
[10:02]
manageable all right back in the drive
[10:06]
we're going to start heading uphill
[10:07]
again so
[10:09]
cool those looks like some serious
[10:11]
mountains in the
[10:13]
distance we're going to travel next to
[10:16]
them I can tell from the
[10:17]
GPS that a steam whatever mounts those
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are pretty
[10:23]
cool this is quite beautiful this color
[10:26]
red is just it is beautiful there was a
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but I could have stopped if I had known
[10:31]
about it fast enough kind of think about
[10:33]
maybe turning around if I find something
[10:35]
along the way here except that it's so
[10:38]
hot like I kind of want to stop for the
[10:41]
night
[10:43]
but without I have no way of I don't
[10:46]
know it's pretty hot so I'm
[10:50]
contemplating it though contemplating it
[10:54]
look at that tree all by its Lonesome
[10:56]
here in the middle of the desert
[10:59]
oh that is so cool it's like two trees
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Merch this
[11:04]
one oh by itself oh here how did he get
[11:10]
there this is a beautiful
[11:13]
be this a Scenic
[11:16]
area I needed to stop to fix something
[11:19]
when my drawers opened up on me thought
[11:21]
it was locked I guess
[11:25]
not that is beautiful
[11:40]
this has been a very long
[11:49]
drive stopped somewhere but I just want
[11:51]
to wait till it's a little later in the
[11:53]
day want to stop to
[11:58]
early so I don't
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know check Google Maps and we're
[12:02]
somewhere in the heartland of Wyoming
[12:05]
pretty much right in the center
[12:07]
somewhere don't think I'm getting out of
[12:09]
here
[12:10]
today my rain say 80 miles which I know
[12:12]
cannot be
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right but we stopped and the thing is I
[12:17]
don't know my next gas station 180 mi
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from here so hope I find something
[12:23]
that's the only thing about this I feel
[12:27]
like feel I mean I planned this so I
[12:30]
don't understand how it end up being so
[12:33]
far away like from one fuel station to
[12:35]
the next was like 300 miles or something
[12:38]
it was quite
[12:40]
far I feel like it rerouted me or
[12:42]
something cuz I don't think I was
[12:44]
supposed to be on the
[12:46]
roads
[12:50]
but I mean I'm at half a tank so I'm
[12:53]
just thinking it through
[12:55]
I going to
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learn I'm not running out of gas that's
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for sure if it gets close at least I
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have my Jeep and I can just drive that
[13:06]
somewhere but let's hope that doesn't
[13:09]
happen it's getting prettier out there a
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lot more
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colors more more
[13:18]
trees a little more very
[13:21]
train I suspect because I'm really in
[13:23]
the mountains I'm going uphill and all
[13:25]
that it's really messing with my range
[13:26]
here cuz I'm at almost 3,000 RPMs that
[13:30]
really seems to do a number on it
[13:33]
so oh I'll find something but yeah
[13:37]
whatever we're passing through I think
[13:39]
this little area is just a little bit
[13:42]
different oh wow I just noticed we still
[13:45]
climbing elevation we're at 7700 now wow
[13:48]
and I've kind of noticed with my ears
[13:50]
and stuff
[13:52]
but cool I like that we're getting up so
[13:54]
high oh that's pretty out here in the
[13:56]
middle of nowhere got a little pond
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so sure that's messing with my range cuz
[14:04]
I have half a tank and I've been driving
[14:06]
all day
[14:08]
so clearly though I'm going to have to
[14:10]
account for
[14:12]
mountains 88,200 ft in
[14:16]
counting some kind of a place here
[14:19]
called Atlantic
[14:20]
City with the brown sign so it's some
[14:22]
kind of a natural
[14:24]
place don't see much there though
[14:31]
hoping I'll find the fuel station soon
[14:33]
know starting to concern me a little
[14:36]
bit think I'll be all right though I
[14:38]
kind of
[14:39]
just always tend to just kind of have
[14:42]
faith I guess I don't know pretty Lake
[14:44]
over
[14:46]
here way up here very
[14:52]
cool so I mean I'm not seeing anything
[14:55]
on my GPS as far as the city or anything
[14:59]
and next highway I turned on is 77 miles
[15:02]
away so I don't know I just trust it
[15:07]
Whatever happened I'll figure it out
[15:08]
like I I planned you know uh I had four
[15:13]
fuel stops I'm not sure what happened
[15:14]
I'll try to figure that out later I
[15:16]
guess
[15:19]
cuz but whatever happens I know I'll
[15:21]
handle it you know so not to worri we
[15:25]
just entered the I don't want to
[15:27]
pronounce it wrong but Shon Maybe
[15:30]
National
[15:31]
Forest guess we're right on the edge
[15:33]
that's probably what that green is cool
[15:37]
we right on the edge it all right pass
[15:40]
the fuel station stopped of
[15:43]
course and I'm off I'm going to find
[15:46]
somewhere to just pull off for the next
[15:48]
rest of the day and I'm going to make
[15:50]
some new plans
[15:52]
so there's just no way I'm going to make
[15:54]
it to the campground I mean it's already
[15:55]
seeing it'll be after 8 by the time I
[15:57]
get there and I'm not sure what time it
[16:00]
is let's see here oh come on there we go
[16:03]
3:00 I'm just going to pull off
[16:06]
somewhere and make new plans I'm going
[16:09]
to go straight to Oregon and
[16:11]
just pull off along the way I'm just
[16:14]
going to keep going until I get
[16:16]
there looks like I'm almost out of
[16:21]
Wyoming getting there I
[16:25]
guess this is an interesting spot
[16:57]
for
[17:27]
for for
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[Music]
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come
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for
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e for
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that
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that's a
[20:49]
sight wow
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I don't know if I'll stay here for the
[21:01]
night it's only like three or
[21:05]
4 I'm exhausted on the
[21:09]
RO and I'm going to make some new plans
[21:13]
I'm going to instead of going to this
[21:15]
park that I was planning to go to I'm
[21:17]
just going to head straight for Oregon
[21:19]
maybe it'll give me a more dark path but
[21:22]
going
[21:25]
to start a new path so
[21:28]
making get myself
[21:30]
there I'm
[21:32]
ready I might very well just stay here
[21:35]
tonight that is
[21:37]
amazing that is
[21:47]
Inc but I didn't want to honor this
[21:51]
place BR all these
[21:57]
signs for
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can you imagine my wagon
[23:55]
must have been in
[23:58]
just
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incredible way I'm doing the same thing
[24:06]
in the modern day version
[24:28]
I
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it's very cool
[25:29]
I was wondering if they would talk about
[25:31]
this or
[25:57]
not for
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really don't have words
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we obviously never treated
[27:07]
the the indigenous people's
[27:11]
well we still
[27:16]
don't it's been on my mind a lot lately
[27:20]
because I know there's quite a history
[27:22]
of that in
[27:25]
Oregon and I'm still
[27:29]
working through my thoughts before I
[27:31]
really want to share
[27:34]
them
[27:45]
but this is pretty remarkable
[27:51]
I'm it's absolutely silent
[28:00]
so I'm just stopped here for
[28:02]
now I don't know if I'll sleep here or
[28:06]
not it's very peaceful there haven't
[28:08]
been a lot of
[28:11]
cars I asked AI to make sure it was okay
[28:14]
and there are no signs and I think it's
[28:17]
okay
[28:19]
so me worst case scenario maybe a park
[28:21]
ranger or something stops me and just
[28:24]
explain to them and maybe ask them where
[28:25]
I can go if I can't be here so I think
[28:29]
I'm
[28:30]
good I'm going
[28:33]
to going to PO a new chart a new course
[28:36]
and figure
[28:39]
out I'm just going to go straight to
[28:41]
Oregon as quickly as I can pretty much
[28:44]
I'm just ready to be
[28:47]
there it's 84 back
[28:50]
here it's going up 4 degrees since I got
[28:53]
here don't think it can go up too much
[28:55]
more though
[28:58]
there's not a lot of wind which I'm glad
[28:59]
about that cuz there is tomorrow I was
[29:01]
checking the windy
[29:03]
out and you know I'm not trying to Camp
[29:06]
here so I'm not disconnecting my Jeep
[29:08]
or putting my stabiliz down anything
[29:11]
like that so I'm
[29:15]
just I'm just
[29:18]
resting first time doing this without
[29:22]
being on a campground 7
[29:26]
months I think think everybody has their
[29:29]
first night like this
[29:33]
where you haven't you haven't
[29:37]
quite
[29:44]
well I'm sure you know what I'm trying
[29:46]
to say
[29:49]
it's a mix of emotions
[29:56]
really me I know know I'm not doing
[29:58]
anything wrong so there's no reason why
[30:00]
I should be
[30:06]
worried this is really
[30:11]
peaceful this is exactly how I'd want to
[30:13]
live my
[30:22]
life I'm going to wait to post this
[30:24]
though
[30:25]
because I don't think it would be very
[30:28]
smart to post this where you know
[30:30]
anybody knows where I'm at I guess
[30:33]
and
[30:36]
um I'll figure out my route
[30:39]
and probably keep appending to this
[30:41]
video
[30:45]
Until It Feels less transient I
[30:48]
guess so I shared my last transcript
[30:51]
with
[30:53]
AI and it didn't understand my ambiguity
[30:56]
about being here so I just want to
[30:57]
explain
[31:00]
I know that ethically I'm not doing
[31:02]
anything wrong there's nothing here that
[31:04]
says I can't be here I'm just staying
[31:07]
here to rest and then I'm off but I also
[31:10]
know that Park Rangers these days are
[31:14]
law
[31:15]
enforcement
[31:17]
and I also know that law enforcement
[31:19]
isn't always
[31:21]
kind I grew up in Flint
[31:25]
Michigan I've seen some things you know
[31:27]
and I just don't have a lot of faith in
[31:31]
institutions
[31:33]
especially especially law enforcement
[31:36]
I'm just going to be honest about
[31:38]
it and
[31:40]
so the last thing I want is an encounter
[31:43]
with them ever in my life but I've
[31:46]
already thought it through you know if
[31:48]
something does happen I'll explain
[31:51]
myself and respectfully
[31:56]
and you know if I'm ask to leave I'll
[31:58]
leave and I'll just ask if there's
[32:00]
somewhere I can go that they know you
[32:02]
know they're local they'll probably know
[32:04]
and hopefully
[32:07]
nothing hopefully it's nothing more than
[32:11]
that ideally it doesn't even come to
[32:13]
that though because I'm generally not
[32:16]
doing anything wrong
[32:18]
like this is It's because it's the
[32:21]
reason it's kind of stressful is
[32:24]
because there's no clear signage that
[32:26]
makes it clear like if I'm following the
[32:29]
rules or not I believe I
[32:32]
am cuz I'm not like I'm not detaching my
[32:36]
Jeep I'm not even putting down
[32:38]
my um my stabilizers which would help
[32:42]
with the wind and the wind gets quite
[32:44]
bad in in um Wyoming but you know like I
[32:48]
said I looked at the windy app and it's
[32:50]
not going to be bad till tomorrow so
[32:52]
there's a little bit of rocking but
[32:53]
doesn't you know it's not that bad and
[32:56]
um that's why I brought that up because
[32:57]
you know I'm already thinking all of
[32:59]
this stuff through I'm as low profile as
[33:02]
I can be like I'm just parked on the
[33:05]
side not blocking other people from
[33:07]
being able to drive through the little
[33:08]
Loop that they have
[33:10]
here and there's been a couple of people
[33:12]
that have come so far and just checked
[33:14]
out the monument and
[33:15]
left
[33:18]
and so I feel like it shouldn't be a
[33:22]
problem but I don't know that for sure
[33:25]
and I probably never will and at some
[33:27]
point I'm going to go to sleep and
[33:29]
that's going to be I think a little bit
[33:31]
difficult because that requires me to
[33:33]
let go of my
[33:35]
Consciousness yeah trust that nothing's
[33:38]
going to happen
[33:39]
or that if something does I'll be
[33:42]
prepared for it and I guess I guess I
[33:44]
already know that I will be because
[33:45]
there was that time I was at the
[33:46]
campground and I thought there was a
[33:48]
bear at my RV and I jumped right up
[33:52]
ready to fight a bear so I suppose I
[33:56]
suppose I can use that as a
[33:58]
blessing um I didn't sleep so well that
[34:01]
night cuz I was expecting you know cuz I
[34:02]
knew there was a bear around and so it's
[34:05]
going to be the same here I I I know
[34:07]
that something could happen and I just I
[34:10]
don't know how you get to a point
[34:13]
where you're
[34:16]
not so alert that you maybe compromise
[34:20]
your rest you know
[34:22]
so this is what I want though this is
[34:25]
how I want to live I don't want to
[34:29]
be around people all the time I'm so
[34:31]
over that I don't even want to be on
[34:32]
campgrounds because there's so many
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people there all the time I can never
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Escape people and I'm just at a point in
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my life where I just want my autonomy I
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just want some space even if that means
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I have to move every freaking day in
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order to do it you know that's just
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where I am now and I feel
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like obviously that's getting a lot
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harder in the world today because it's
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very populated world and there are a lot
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of other rvers and man lifers now
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so you know I was going to do this 20
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years ago way before there was some kind
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of a
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movement and I I had even bought a popup
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camper you I talked about that in my
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very first
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video and I had even traveled I'd gone
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to New Jersey if I had just
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I wonder where I'd be now if I had gone
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down that path it doesn't really matter
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because um I didn't and I accept reality
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I accept you know make choices in life
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but the point
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is Once Upon a Time I was going to do
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this and 20 years later I didn't here I
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am in the middle of Wyoming I don't even
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know where just somewhere in Wyoming at
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a pole off with a very awesome view by
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the way it's just sky and desert I mean
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that's all it is with the mountains way
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in the distance you can barely see them
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you can see them they're
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they every once in a while a car drives
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by you know this highway isn't very busy
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it just it's really nice I'm loving this
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it's just that the heat would be nice
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it's now 86 in here so it's still going
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up but it's going to um the sun falls in
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like an hour and a half and I'm just
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looking forward to that and I'm just
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going
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to um caught it an early night try to
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sleep and I'll get up real early
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probably around 4 or something like that
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I know me as a probably when I wake up
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if not earlier and head out from there
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so that's why it's not not worried about
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other people I'm not worried about my
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safety I'm not worried about um my
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ability to live this way because I know
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I can it's because I don't trust systems
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I don't trust the system we built in
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this
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world and that is a well-informed
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opinion so I'm just going to um compile
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this into a video and upload it but I'm
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just going to wait to make it public so
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by the time you see this I'll have moved
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on and um so I'll let you know in the
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next video how I'm doing
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cuz at this point I don't have any plans
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I'm just traveling to Oregon and I'm
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staying in unsanctioned places
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apparently oh this will be interesting