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good morning
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YouTube see what time it is 4:30 man I
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thought I was later than
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that oh get some light going in here
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making coffee well I already made my
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coffee decided to take it easy this
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weekend my corn muscles really need this
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need to heal going to play video games
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today um do some work I'm putting
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together a proposal for my exoss he's
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got work for me some AI work
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so oh man didn't shower same trip from
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yesterday I'll do that this
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morning yesterday was
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amazing experiencing those wind storm
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those wind speeds man that was so cool
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my video I made from
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that was so visceral even the technical
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challenges of
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the light patterns and the sound and all
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of it just like something about that
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video the jaggedness of it made it feel
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like the experience I had it was pretty
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[ __ ] cool so I'm going to attach that
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to this too because like a serial killer
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I want to re-experience something that I
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got a thrill out
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[Laughter]
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of maybe I should turn that off might
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copyright [ __ ]
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[Music]
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oh man so I want to explain something
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from
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yesterday I challenged you
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guys get out there do
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something I know it might have sounded
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harsh at one point like um I want to
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acknowledge that I know how I sound it's
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not like I don't know that was
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performance art though that was that was
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me showing what it looks like to stand
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up in your sovereignty and just own it I
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want you to own yours that's the point
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want you to own it so did you do
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something
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yesterday and if you did what did you do
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my cat is going wild over
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there oh man he's just tearing that
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chair up like he's doing what Oliver
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used to
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do Ming you lost your damn mind yeah you
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have oh you have oh yeah that cat will
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hurt me right now if I get anywhere near
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it he's completely lost his mind doesn't
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even know what he is just a feral cat
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now aren't you yeah
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mhm mhm yeah we're going to stay away
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from that one let him calm
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down so yeah I'm going to take it easy
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this weekend um I guess I'll just give a
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short update because that's pretty much
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what the point of this was supposed to
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be so I leave here Monday I
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think and I don't have plans like I
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don't know where I'm going
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um I should have have like the funds to
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move somewhere uh hopefully if not I'll
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be on the side of the road for a day or
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two I suspect which will be fine I'm not
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you know it's all
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good
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um oh I just got to take it easy cuz
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I've been hiking for 6 weeks and my
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muscles are not happy with
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me they're not terrible like they're
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really not terrible but I just feel like
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if I don't just stop I mean they're just
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going to get worse right so I got to
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just like I got a lot of I don't even I
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don't even want to play video games I I
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was sitting here thinking like what am I
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going to do like I hate being in here I
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feel so contained in here
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like I just I really don't like it but I
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will do my best with it you know I'll
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just I mean mostly work I guess cuz
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that's important I want to do that
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so I kid having a field day that's funny
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he likes going out he's got a new thing
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that he does where he'll jump into his
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carrier and it's like his way of saying
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take me outside I mean it's just so
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she's so chill about it he just jumps
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right into it he's just just waiting for
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me to take him outside it's pretty cool
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actually and he'll meow if I'm not
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paying attention you know but this cute
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little meow not the one that annoys
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me and I'll be like okay I guess you win
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that one cuz who's not going to take him
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out after that so
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yeah my bed's getting wet like
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condensation even though there's a
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dehumidifier right here Claude called it
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a microclimate because it's against a
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wall so I got to figure that out I'm
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learning a lot just being on the coast
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like this on like directly on the coast
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you know on Cape Lon Coast so um that
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part outside is very important it's a
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safety
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issue um it doesn't just control stupid
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lights it also controls the brake lights
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to my Jeep when it's being towed so if
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that stopped working that would not be
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good and of course Forest River the
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[ __ ] [ __ ] just you know just put
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this safety feature part a component
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right on the bumper with no weather
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protection like that is standard RV
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[ __ ] okay you need to know that that
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is what they do they don't give a [ __ ]
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about your life or anyone
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else's you so I'm going to have to deal
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with that you know and but I'm learning
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like this was the point when I was like
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let's go to Oregon let's go to the
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Pacific Northwest Let's test my system
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see how they hold up and we're learning
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aren't we
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so yeah I get this is a fairly boring
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video if you made it this far
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congratulations that a good
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thing that is [ __ ]
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awesome I just
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out
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[Music]
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am amazing
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that's
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that man is cool he's just over there
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with this little wind device just
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tracking the wind speed I'm going to get
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one of those that's what means a live
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guys um he was saying that he knows that
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he can download the
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data um to his computer but he doesn't
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know how he doesn't know I'm a
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programmer I'm going to tell him once
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he's done over there I finally just was
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like let me get to a spot where I could
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just
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chill um i' let him know I can help him
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out with that this is how you live this
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is how you make friends you just [ __ ]
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embrace the moment go do that