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I'm not moving very fast
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today it's 9:00 in the
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morning have a very long day I got to go
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and I got to get up on that roof in the
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rain to make sure there's no debris up
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there there's been four storms already
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this
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week oh I got to go into town and get
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fuel and propane I need to get my Jeep
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hooked up I have to drive an hour and a
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half north I have to set up at a new
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campsite I got to get this place ready
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to
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go I'm just sitting here I am being a
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very bad Nomad right
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now well I just needed some high energy
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music to get me moving got back from the
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shower we got 3 hours left flooded
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campsite got to get up there got to take
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this down in the rain put my starlink
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away just deal with those two c oh we
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got a moat starting to
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form it's a lovely day take my Jeep down
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I'm going to park it
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somewhere I think we'll walk down to the
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um the cape Edge just for a
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minute then going to have to deal with
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this and then we'll go into town so I
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just got a troll comment from somebody
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saying I'm not monetized cuz I'm not at
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a thousand wonder what my phone's doing
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that for
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weird I think I've been destroying my
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phone because of all the wind here
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putting it in 80 M hour wind and stuff
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like that I noticed it mess up with my
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audio yesterday now I can't even hold a
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can't even hold a picture that's
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interesting oh well we'll navigate that
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too if we have to so anyways I got this
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comment from this person who's just
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being an because um apparently
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they don't consider 500 Subs to be
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monetization um I think that's curious
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because you literally have to apply for
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monetization at 500 in order to unlock
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membership so whatever this is typical
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trollish abusive Behavior on YouTube and
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I'm going to call it
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out okay we're just going to park there
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for a few
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hours hope she'll be safe
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there we'll see how this thing is doing
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in the rain
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today that guy's assholery annoyed me so
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much I missed my turn onto the trail the
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long way which is fine we're going to go
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see the parking lot over here you could
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see a lot of different things and so of
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just the cliff Edge lighthouses over
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here but it's pretty foggy
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today nice and rainy it's a nice
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day you know I'm not going to pretend
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like people don't annoy me when they do
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like I know people say ignore the trolls
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you know that's a human being being an
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to another human being for no
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good reason and you should call
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that out so that it's not normalize the
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way that we've normalized it you know I
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don't know who they think they are
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they're not that special all
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they they did was irritate me and I'll
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move on
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and
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continue living my best life which I
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guarantee is better than theirs I've
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really been wanting to go up to that
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Lighthouse but my core muscles are still
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so sore that just can't risk it it's a
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pretty high descent Ascent you on
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descent you know get back down and how I
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messed my core muscles up on that
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mountain I got to give it another month
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I think I'm listening to what told me
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I'm taking it easy especially
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considering you know
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today literally moving to another
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campground where I'm going to be
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volunteering doing physical labor so
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just don't want to overdo it I need to
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give them time to heal so I can go back
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to my normal routine I can 10 15 miles a
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day 7 days a week maybe I'll cut back a
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little
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bit not a lot though I got up to the top
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I think it was the top
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I can't remember 6 or 8% of all Samsung
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phone users of the Samsung heal
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app um of everybody every age
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group I was so damn proud of
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that not competing it's just nice to
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know that even at my age you know I've
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still got it
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so really want to see that Lighthouse
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so I suppose there's wisdom
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in um acknowledging that you can do that
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another day I don't know what that
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wisdom is it's not something
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that I'm likely to ever embody
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myself well I'll pretend like I
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do it's nice Misty day I'm definely
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getting wet out
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here so we're just walking up to the
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cliff Edge
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now it's going to
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be an interesting day so the next part's
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hard I got to get up on my roof in the
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rain I don't even like getting out there
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when it's dry out so then I got to drive
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that thing into
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town that's always the hardest part is
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driving the RV like it's I going to
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pretend that's gotten easy for me I did
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drive it across the country and it's
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still um I suppose some of that
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trepidation goes away once I start
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driving though it's just um anticipation
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maybe but I got to drive it into town
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and navigate a gas station I mean the
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truck stop so it'll be all right though
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I know it will and hopefully they're
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open hopefully I can get
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propane just not sure this January
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1st
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um and I'll drive back H my Jeep hook up
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and we'll drive
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north start the next chapter of my
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life I am excited about
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it I hope
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like hope I meet some interesting people
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there if we meet some hot
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guys they don't all have to be hot
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though yeah they do they do they got to
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be hot
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so you know we'll go
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and do some Doom buggy Wars
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and discover some new segments of the
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beach there a couple of lighthouses to
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go check out um pretty close to there
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there's one very close and then there's
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another not too far
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away we'll just have to start looking
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more North cuz everything below that
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I've explored
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so we'll come back explore it all again
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in a different season but it's time
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to put my eyes
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North and you know
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what I actually know which direction
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that is because of this ocean right here
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that's
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North you can Orient your stuff because
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of the ocean how cool is
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that so we're
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here this is a nice day nice last day
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here like this you don't know would see
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the fog like this here at least I
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haven't I've been here a
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lot you can't even see the lighthouse if
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only that light was working Coast Guard
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fix it already
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so that would be a nice thing to see
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right now wouldn't
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it we're
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here oh I was going to say you know
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there's a lesson
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in how high in emotions can disrupt your
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patterns you know and I'm like sitting
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here thinking to myself how could that
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happen to
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me I'm not too happy about that but then
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I realized oh we drove my Jeep up there
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past the trail that's why I didn't find
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the
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trail we we drove past it I just kept
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walking
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yeah
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whatever a nice view from up
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here bit
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scary oh look at that you could see
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the
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um you could see where the workshop is
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at they're watching me up here you all
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see me up here yes this is scary
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I may spend a lot of time on Cliff edges
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but this is up house still a little bit
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scary we're up here though this thing is
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clean I did my I did my chore the most
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important one I feel cuz it's about
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safety so wasn't that bad four
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storms I don't know I always expect big
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logs to be up
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here who are you are you attractive
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can't
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tell anyways I got all right let's get
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down from here this is scary this is
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truly an abysal site I didn't want to be
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at this one for two weeks I want to be
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next to it but it didn't work out that
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way we got the flooded one we're ready
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to go except I made one mistake that
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propane tank got to go in the back of my
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Jeep so we got to go back and get my
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Jeep and it's very heavy I'm not going
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to try carrying that especially with my
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core muscles the way they
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are being
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responsible even if my cor muscles were
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totally healed right now I still
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wouldn't care that thing way
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down here no thank you we'll go get the
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Jeep I'm ready for today I'm
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ready it's going to be an interesting
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one it's
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just these are threshold
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moments you're going to feel a lot of
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things during
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those it's like yourself feel
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them I love this weather it's a perfect
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perfect way to end my time here okay
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that task is done now now we can go and
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actually go to a fuel
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station so when you don't
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compartmentalize you you process
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everything even some comments
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and I'm sitting here thinking you know
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that's how that man chose to start a new
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year
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I'm applying it to larger patterns it's
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not about the troll it's about Humanity
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in general this man started a new year
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by being an to someone he
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doesn't know and you
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know I wait for this
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I wait for humans
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because we had so much
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potential and we squandered
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it we didn't stand up for better better
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values and
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ethics we let the world compartmentalize
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and fragment
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us we're going to pay the price for that
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okay I think we're
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W we're readying I don't think we
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are so find my keys
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here nice and dark back
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there I'm just going to head in Port
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Orford get some fuel and hopefully some
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propane
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I pulled up to get myself out of the
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flooded zone so I could get stuff into
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the storage B very wet you know now I
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don't have my cat anymore so I can
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actually have my window
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down trying to see the positive do miss
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him been a couple weeks now surprisingly
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almost you know I've been here for two
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weeks but it was the right choice I was
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what needed to
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happen so see I got half a tank we would
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have been able to make it but I want to
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get this thing filled
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out
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and just do those tasks get those out of
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the way before I stationing there for a
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while that rain did a number on my
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moisturizer too was like dripping all
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over me and stuff all right let's go
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looks like we're going to be dealing
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with some very strong winds to day I
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didn't notice there was a storm I
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noticed it yesterday when I looked at
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the windy
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app um think we'll be fine though just
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take it
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easy this is my first time kind of
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driving in this weather though so we'll
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see how that goes we're doing it we're
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getting propane here he comes hopefully
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I'm close enough hopefully I'm close
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enough this a very SL Diesel
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power SL this wind is just threatened to
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Bow me over went over a bridge and that
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thing looked just the side of my RV so
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it's going to be a bit of
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a um bit of a stressful drive I'm
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thinking got to go back to the cave to
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get my Jeep kind of thinking maybe I
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should have just brought it but no
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because my Jeep would have been out in
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the road when I got propane so I did the
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right thing I just got to go back and
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get my Jeep and then it'll be off
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so real proud of myself got
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this we're on our way back to keep bonco
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let's see the sign up here have to say
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goodbye to the
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place I love this place so much I'm
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going to miss it I'm going to miss you
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Kate
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bonco this RV driv is pretty nice
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without
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this maybe I could get like if I did it
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enough maybe I could get used to driving
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this around places but this just a big
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beast of a thing I don't really
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trust so
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I'd much rather just park it at the
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campground or just get in my Jeep and go
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somewhere so yeah we going to go get my
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Jeep and then we'll be
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off um probably just going to compile my
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video before I leave and just let that
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upload on the
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way this the next chapter of my life is
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very profound there's a lot that's going
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on that I haven't talked about um I do
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talk about on my memb only channel so if
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you're interested check that out
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I have one person subscribed so far and
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I wanted to thank this person because
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they're partly why I was able to get
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propane today thank you you made my life
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easier today you really
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did
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um there's a lot going on that I just
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feel
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like requires a payLo so if you're
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willing to pay it cuz we' been follow my
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journey and it matters to you it's there
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for you