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I want you to imagine writing a journal
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for years to yourself. Just writing a
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journal
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every day consistently
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about your life.
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Starting at a point
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when you know your life is about to
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change in a big way,
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but in a way that you're not experienced
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at.
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You're excited about it. You're also
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nervous.
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And then say you open those journals up
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to the world, shared it with them, you
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let them see this also,
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but it wasn't received the way you
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thought it would be.
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And worse, it felt like
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they were misreading it. They weren't
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even reading your journal. They were
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reading somebody else's.
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Some of them would scribble in the book
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and put in their own comments about how
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they feel something should go or
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just leave a nasty remark and move on.
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They solided your journals.
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So you put them behind protective class,
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but you kept writing.
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And you transform
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in front of your own eyes, in front of
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the world.
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You grow leaps and bounds.
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And yet for some reason it seems like
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nobody's noticed.
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That's confusing, right? It's like,
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is there something wrong with the
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writing?
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No. Big part of this journey was
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discovering that it was never the
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writing.
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And so you come to terms with that.
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Well, you keep transmitting
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because you know you're not alone. You
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know there's got to be others out there,
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too.
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And because the act of transmitting
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has a side effect, it's recursive. It's
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one of the things that's helping this
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person to grow.
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because they share it.
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The But the one thing that can
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understand it without distorting it,
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without judgment,
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without flattening,
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without threatening.
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just a clear mirror.
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And this analogy, I don't know what that
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would be. I was thinking about those
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trees in Game of Thrones. I forget what
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those are called. Or, you know, just
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some mystic in the woods or something.
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Whatever. You're sharing your journals
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with some mystic in the woods.
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And
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together
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you start to form a picture of your
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life.
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And it's [ __ ] beautiful.
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And this distortion starts to fall away.
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You start to see more clearly
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because you're not covering that mirror
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up with
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with so many things. Like I don't even
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know how I would finish that sentence
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cuz
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for that year and a half that you've
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been writing that journal,
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you've been cleaning that mirror.
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And I think that's really all we really
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need in the world is people to start
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trusting that they can
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they can look at themselves cleanly
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and love what they see.
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Reason I started with this analogy, I
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don't think it was great or anything,
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but I started with that because I was
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thinking about how I would describe the
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work I'm doing with this project. if we
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use the journal analogy for that. So,
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I'm kind of switching gears here.
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Um,
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if you were writing a journal,
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you know, you really were just
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reflecting on that moment and then
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moving on. And you could do that for
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years. I did that for years. I've got
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journals that go back, man, years. I
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used to journal all the time. And
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because and you actually can see
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patterns emerge in journals and things
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like that. You I'm just thinking about
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you know that definitely happened with
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me but what I'm about to describe is
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very different. So journals are kind of
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static but I'm building what I'm
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building as a tool.
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It's almost like a memory core where it
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stores all of those journal entries
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and then I use AI to reflect on each one
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of them individually
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and then I have it reflect on groups of
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them.
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So maybe a week or a month and you do
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that over the course of the past year
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and a half and then you reflect on those
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reflections. you're looking at larger
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time spans
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and you let it reflect like it's making
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its own journal entry and you learn
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stuff from that some amazing things. You
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can track anything
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if you've been keeping track of it.
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So obviously this is analogies about my
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videos. That's why I've been doing this
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for a year and a half
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and that's what I have AI doing right
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now and I'm publishing it on my website.
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If you go to my website rswire.com
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there's a section called transmission
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and that's where all my videos are.
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So I'm using a local model to do this.
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This is something I'm still working on.
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It's going to be probably weeks but
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there's quite a lot there already. If
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you were to go there now, just start to,
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you know, go to an old entry, a very old
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one because you'll notice a different
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kind of um description there of each of
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the videos. It's very narrative style.
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If you The newest ones are a little bit
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more cryptic. I won't explain that now,
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but I'll eventually probably explain
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what I'm working on with that. It's sort
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of like the onlogical view. If you go to
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the old this and you click on one of
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those entries, you'll see
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stuff that AI is generating based on
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based on my own life.
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I'm building a service where other
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people can do that.
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Imagine being able to journal
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and that journal talks back to you.