The speaker describes actively forging himself into a weapon to withstand anticipated changes.
rswfire woke to find an ear stud had been caught and ripped out by his blanket, losing part of the jewelry.
rswfire is in an RV at 1:00 AM trying to sleep in a small alcove space with a cat moving around.
rswfire documents a moment of direct acknowledgment that the world has been punishing toward him in ways that were undeserved.
rswfire receives his first Amazon package in 9 months, containing a water bottle and small diamond-like stud earrings.
rswfire reflects on a recent encounter with a man at a gas station in Wyoming, working through the interaction with AI assistance.
rswfire documents the process of sorting through possessions while preparing for a move, expressing difficulty in deciding what to keep and what to give up.