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67:43

Driving RV from Nevada to Oregon

rswfire begins a 5-hour drive from eastern Nevada to the Oregon border, departing from a mountain campground at 6 AM. He needs a shower desperately, having been cleaning with face wipes for over a week while his new ear piercings heal. The journey involves navigating mountain roads with his RV and towed Jeep, dealing with a mouse problem in the RV insulation, and reflecting on his transformation over 7 months of travel. **Key events during the drive:** - Successfully navigates down mountain roads in second gear, managing the weight of RV plus Jeep - Passes through small Nevada towns including Elko and Winnemucca, observing local people and their limitations - Encounters homophobic treatment at hardware stores due to his earrings and gay identity - Reflects extensively on his authentic, non-fragmented approach to life versus others' fragmented worldviews - Discusses his decision to stop taking medications (Celexa, tramadol) after going off-grid - Expresses frustration with YouTube commenters who give unsolicited advice, violating his clearly stated boundaries - Considers turning comments off permanently due to lack of meaningful connection - Crosses into Oregon after driving Highway 140 for nearly 90 miles through remote desert and mountain terrain - Experiences dramatic elevation changes and stunning geological formations - Ends the transmission while looking for a place to camp for the night in Oregon, having achieved his goal of reaching the state

Oct 9, 2024 · 39% match
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54:16

Hiking to Trestle Bridge with Wendy and Buddy

rswfire and Wendy attempt to reach a picturesque railroad trestle bridge but are blocked by no trespassing signs and difficult terrain including brambles. They navigate around fallen trees and observe bear scat, berry bushes, and different forest environments. rswfire discusses his website development plans, including creating a field journal with photos and GPS tracking of hiking locations. After the failed trestle attempt, they visit Driftwood campground where rswfire takes Buddy (a dog) on leash to the ocean. He eventually lets Buddy off-leash at the beach where they encounter seals. rswfire reflects on his challenges connecting with people, including navigational tensions with Wendy during their activities. Throughout both segments, he mentions his sanctum service development, his role as caretaker at the campgrounds, his vaping addiction since age 17, and plans for dinner and website work. The transmission captures a full day of outdoor activities in the Oregon coastal forest and beach environment.

Oct 17, 2025 · 36% match
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32:45

Driving RV to Oregon Coast First Time

rswfire drives his RV from an inland location to the Oregon coast for the first time, documenting the journey through mountains, tunnels, and forests. He stops for fuel at 6 AM, travels through California briefly, and experiences excitement about reaching sea level and seeing the Pacific Ocean. **Key events include:** passing through the Smith River National Recreation Area, driving through redwood forests, navigating GPS confusion, and finally reaching the coast where he can glimpse the ocean through fog. He sets up camp for a planned two-week stay, expressing enthusiasm about exploring the area including hiking, foraging, storm watching, and potentially learning to surf. The transmission captures his first encounter with the ocean environment and his decision to spend winter on the southern Oregon coast before potentially heading north in spring.

Oct 10, 2024 · 36% match
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7:14

Getting New Piercings and State Park Updates

rswfire records a YouTube update after waking from a nap, showing off new piercings obtained in Eugene, Oregon - an eyebrow piercing and additional ear piercings (helix and lobe). He drove an hour and a half to a new piercing shop run by an experienced piercer and left feeling happy about the transformation. He provides updates on his state park volunteering work, currently in his second month at a park where he's been working in the Welcome Center. The role has been rewarding despite being slow season - he's met many guests who were kind, some flirted with him, and other volunteers frequently come to share their lives with him. He mentions there are "complicated things" happening at the park that he can't discuss yet. **Upcoming schedule:** Next month he'll be cleaning yurts at the same park, then moving to a different park in his birthday month (April) to work with his previous boss again. May-June will be at Mount Hood. July-August he plans to drive to Kentucky to visit his mother and Oliver (his cat), then return to the coast. September he returns to his starting park, and October-December he'll work at a Welcome Center at a beach location an hour and a half north. **Financial situation:** Money is tight. He's doing some work with his old boss from his previous 10-year job, but the dynamics have shifted and he's making much less than before. His RV still has ongoing issues and he has the same bills to pay as mentioned in previous updates.

Feb 25, 2025 · 35% match
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54:37

Beach Walk and Social Observations in Newport

rswfire drives over two hours to get fingerprinted for a volunteering position, then convinces John to walk to the beach in Newport. They discuss various RVs and camping equipment they see, with rswfire making observations about other beachgoers including a tattooed man collecting rocks. The conversation covers topics including family financial dynamics (sister buying property with father's money while rswfire was disowned), workplace drama with a female colleague described as a bully, physical limitations from rswfire's injury and brace, and technical plans for rebuilding reputation through a Laravel/Vue/Tailwind project on GitHub. rswfire expresses interest in romantic connections and discusses living arrangements, sleep disruptions from injury, and cooking limitations in the RV. They observe the volcanic sand, discuss the geology of the area, and plan future visits to other beaches.

Apr 15, 2025 · 33% match
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50:48

Managing RV Systems and Seeking Shower Access

rswfire begins Monday morning at a national recreation area campground, assessing his situation with house batteries that have been running for 3-4 days at 11.15 volts. He plans to visit a laundromat with shower facilities in Florence, Oregon, but finds it closed despite posted hours. He decides to experiment with charging his RV's house batteries by running his Jeep's engine and inverter for about 3 hours, estimating this would use one gallon of gas. **Key developments:** - Discovers house batteries are still functional after several days without charging - Plans to fill water tanks and use RV systems (fridge, water pump, lights) if battery charging works - Has $60 total budget and campground reservation until April 12th - Attempts to get propane at multiple gas stations in Florence, facing repeated refusals - Successfully gets propane at a BP station from a helpful attendant - Visits Honeyman State Park (where he previously volunteered) to fill water tanks - Navigates tight RV maneuvering in campground spot **Operational details:** - Currently has quarter tank of RV fuel with 80+ mile range - Emptied water tanks at previous location for better fuel mileage - Running low on propane (less than 11%) - Plans to look for freelance programming work on guru.com - Considers showering in RV using heated water to avoid facility dependencies

Apr 7, 2025 · 33% match
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9:42

RV Office Setup and Pacific Northwest Travel Planning

The speaker provides a detailed tour of their newly organized RV office area, demonstrating a centralized power system that runs all electronics from a single plug connected to a CyberPower supply. They show their desk setup with velcroed-down equipment, PlayStation, PC, and desktop all connected to one monitor. The cab area features Bailey's (cat) space, a litter box, decorative items from their mother, and newly installed electronics including RV GPS, dash cam, and Bluetooth-enabled stereo system. The speaker expresses excitement about heading to the Pacific Northwest, planning to travel up the Oregon and Washington coast with some inland forest camping. They discuss their route from Kansas through Nebraska, Wyoming, Idaho, and into Oregon - approximately 1,800 miles remaining after already traveling 600 miles. They plan to use their RV for forest camping and their Jeep for exploration, emphasizing this is a learning experience rather than typical RV lifestyle approach. Throughout the tour, they demonstrate various organizational solutions including storage areas, velcro mounting systems, and space optimization. The speaker shows particular satisfaction with their cab visibility improvements and overall RV setup completion.

Sep 20, 2024 · 33% match
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6:43

Planning Cross-Country Travel After Job Dismissal

rswfire reveals that his employer waited until his last week to dismiss him, attempting to schedule the termination one day before his final shift. He forced them to fire him over the phone instead of in an ambush meeting. Now declaring himself a free agent again, he outlines travel plans from Oregon coast to Kentucky via Columbia River and I-84. **Key changes from previous travel**: This time he won't pre-schedule campgrounds, instead trusting his intuition and taking things day by day. **Primary purpose of Kentucky trip**: Dental work requiring implants on bottom teeth from his trusted dentist. He plans to spend summer in Kentucky, then potentially return to the coast. He discusses needing to plan around freelancing work and invest in RV improvements like solar power and slide repairs.

Mar 27, 2025 · 33% match
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7:34

Planning Nevada Stargazing and Pacific Northwest Winter

rswfire outlines travel plans while doing dishes from his RV. He's getting his teeth on Monday, which will allow him to leave Kentucky. After two more weeks at his current campground dealing with a slide situation, he plans to drive 3-4 hours daily to reach Great Basin National Park in Nevada by late September for stargazing. His perspective on this trip has shifted from what he previously called "The Pilgrimage" - originally seeking existential connection - to simply experiencing awe at the best stargazing location in the US. After a week or two in Nevada, he plans to spend the entire winter on the Oregon-Washington coast, prepared for rain and temperatures in the 60s-70s during the day and 30s-40s at night. He intends to learn boondocking and self-sufficiency while moving between state parks every two weeks. His future plans depend on post-election conditions, with potential options including traveling through Canada if stability continues. He mentions his cat enjoying the space and expresses excitement about the challenging Pacific Northwest environment.

Sep 5, 2024 · 33% match
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11:09

Moving to Cape Blanco State Park

rswfire prepares to move from current location to Cape Blanco State Park. He begins the morning at 7:00 AM with 20 minutes of phone battery remaining, noting he's sore but improving from some physical condition. He organizes camping gear that had been spread throughout the RV, does dishes at a dump station before departing since the next location won't have one for two weeks. He showers and deals with tangled earrings, using pliers to adjust the hoops. The RV roof is frozen solid from mountain conditions blocking the sun. He mentions Cape Blanco has strong winds that threaten his Jeep's soft top. After demonstrating his drying system using an electric heater and dehumidifier for wet towels and clothes, he departs around 12:30 PM. His cat Max anticipates the move by getting into his carrier. At the dump station, he encounters a brief wait with other RVs and notices an attractive man watching his Jeep setup. He arrives at Cape Blanco and checks with park rangers about site availability before the official check-in time. He mentions losing a previous day's video footage from Brookings, Port Orford, and Cape Perpetua due to accidentally deleting it while it was still uploading. He's waiting for Wednesday to call back about an RV loan situation that remains unresolved. He plans to rest for several days due to sore core muscles, avoiding walks and focusing on laptop work.

Dec 1, 2024 · 33% match
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9:46

Recording Night Sky Experience at Western Travel Site

rswfire records a video transmission while standing outside his RV at a commemorative site for western travelers. He describes experiencing complete silence and a 360-degree view of the night sky, with distant town lights visible on the horizon. He reflects on the courage of historical wagon travelers who would have seen the same sky. A cat named 'm' is mentioned as being inside the RV. rswfire expresses concern about potential predators but appreciates the remarkable solitude. He outlines his travel plans: heading to Idaho the next morning, then to a state park, followed by Oregon where he will make long-term plans. He notes being 800 miles from his destination and plans to stop at pulloffs along the way. The transmission captures seven months of travel culminating in this moment of experiencing the western landscape.

Sep 29, 2024 · 32% match
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34:12

Departing Honeyman, Traveling North to Beverly Beach

rswfire departs Honeyman Memorial State Park after a two-month stay, driving north on Highway 101 toward Beverly Beach State Park. He reflects positively on his time at Honeyman despite conflicts that led to his departure, emphasizing that he maintained his integrity and will not take responsibility for others' actions. **Travel Route**: The journey covers approximately 50 miles from Florence to Newport, passing through Yachats and Waldport. He documents scenic coastal views, bridges, tunnels, sea lion caves, lighthouses, and elevation changes while towing his Jeep. **Future Plans**: He announces intentions to create a website and forum to build a community of "sovereign individuals" who recognize system collapse and want to prepare through integration rather than traditional prepping. The platform will incorporate artificial intelligence tools he has developed over years of work. He requests financial support to maintain his lifestyle and build the platform. **Technical Details**: He mentions programming since sixth grade, plans to use AI extensively, and describes his approach as focused on consciousness field alignment rather than fragmented preparedness. He emphasizes this is not a "prepper community" but rather for people seeking enlightenment and authentic self-expression. **Arrival**: He successfully checks into Beverly Beach State Park for four nights, parks his RV in a level spot, and reconnects with John who arrived earlier. The weather clears, allowing potential beach access.

Apr 1, 2025 · 32% match
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42:10

Wyoming to Idaho Morning Drive with RV

rswfire begins the day camping off-grid in Wyoming at 6 AM, describing excellent sleep and a spectacular 360-degree star view. He prepares for a 4-hour drive to Idaho, noting the 44-degree temperature and moon visibility. During the drive, he reflects on meeting a confident, present man at a gas station who left a strong impression. He discusses stopping his clonazepam medication after taking only 0.25mg daily, marking the end of all modern medications. The drive takes him through Diamondville, Wyoming and into Idaho, where he observes changing geography and mountain scenery. rswfire expresses strong criticism of mainstream RV culture, calling it commoditized consumerism that recreates house living in nature rather than genuine camping. He describes feeling stressed about multiple concerns: RV maintenance issues, needing to reach Oregon to settle and work, and dealing with his demanding cat Bailey who clawed his face. The transmission ends at Massacre Rocks State Park in Idaho, where he sets up camp for one night before continuing to Oregon. He acknowledges being in a sour mood due to stress about upcoming tasks and challenges.

Sep 30, 2024 · 32% match
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15:17

Starting Park Host Position at Eel Lake

rswfire arrives at Eel Lake State Park to begin a volunteer park host position. He drives his RV and Jeep to the campground, sets up his site with leveling blocks, and connects utilities. He meets his supervisor - a young park ranger with multicolored hair and nose piercing - which surprises and excites him. The orientation is scheduled for the next day. He explores the day use area and lake, noting that recent rains have caused flooding with submerged picnic tables and boat ramp. He observes a fisherman with a small boat/kayak on the lake. Throughout the transmission, he processes the significant change from his previous sovereign lifestyle to working within an institutional structure, expressing both excitement about his cool boss and anxiety about the exposure and constraints of the position. **Financial concerns** emerge as he mentions being behind on RV and Jeep payments, worried about losing the RV which would also cost him the job since volunteers must live on-site. He also notes practical issues like a potentially flat tire and a malfunctioning vape cartridge.

Mar 12, 2025 · 32% match
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60:36

Crabbing Experience and Campground Work Discussion

rswfire accompanies Johnny crabbing at Newport pier, expressing disgust at the birds, bird droppings, and the process of catching and killing crabs. He documents the experience while feeling uncomfortable with the alien-like appearance of the crabs and the killing process. After leaving Johnny at the pier, he walks to South Jetty area and reflects on the ocean. Later they meet at a cleaning station where Johnny demonstrates how to kill and clean crabs, with rswfire continuing to film despite his discomfort. The conversation shifts to campground work arrangements, with rswfire discussing his upcoming volunteer position with flexible 8am-noon hours to allow for additional employment. They discuss various campground politics, including an incident with an aggressive volunteer nicknamed "the holy roller" who yelled at Johnny over customer service procedures. Other topics include rswfire's frustration about being "banished" from Oregon State Parks, a neighbor's constantly beeping carbon monoxide detector, plans to potentially fix his RV slide-out mechanism, and navigation issues getting to the pier. The conversation covers practical RV living concerns like propane hookup, camping equipment needs, and the possibility of tent camping for exploration trips.

Apr 22, 2025 · 32% match
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17:07

Testing YouTube Return from Oregon Coast

rswfire records at 4:30 AM from a cape on the Oregon coast, contemplating restarting his YouTube channel after watching old videos with a friend the night before. He provides updates on the past month since his "heart opened" - hiking Humbug Mountain and Cape Sebastian, injuring his core, exploring private beaches accessible only by rope, and falling in love with the southern Oregon coast including Brookings, Gold Beach, Port Orford, and Bandon. He describes developing a practice of "tracing waves" at the ocean's edge, sometimes miscalculating and having to run from incoming water. He mentions encounters with seals in rivers and watching "rivers make love to the ocean." He took a 4-hour drive north to Florence to preview his future route, discovering 3 hours of inland driving with no coastline. The transmission includes footage from his Humbug Mountain hike, reaching 1,700 feet elevation, and his descent to a private beach at Cape Sebastian using a rope system. He states he has "fully integrated" himself and warns potential commenters that he will respond harshly to "dumb" comments. He expresses being "more alive than ever" and completely open to possibility, romance, connection, and friendship.

Nov 16, 2024 · 32% match
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8:11

Wendy's Last Day and Bike Adventure

rswfire spends Wendy's final day before she moves to Horsefall, sharing lunch together. He removes one of his double eyebrow piercings, deciding he prefers the single piercing look and reflecting on how the second piercing was done as fortification against reality overwriting at Honeyman. **He discovers his love for biking** while riding Wendy's bike around the area, going over hills and bridges to the ocean, expressing strong desire to get his own bike. The bike has no brakes, adding excitement to the ride. **He returns home to work on processing photos** using his remaining $10 Cloud API budget after spending $39.25 processing 350 transmissions. He plans to create an interactive map feature for his website with photo pins and location data. **Financial concerns emerge** as he needs to figure out how to make money to avoid the previous situation of nearly losing his Jeep. He expresses satisfaction with his life's current alignment while acknowledging the need for runway time for his projects to succeed.

Oct 18, 2025 · 32% match
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33:12

Early Morning Coast Hike and Boundary Violation Response

rswfire begins a 5 AM drive to the Oregon coast for hiking at Black Rock Point, discussing RV modifications holding up in rain and plans to pick up an inverter from Medford. **Mid-drive, he addresses a boundary violation** — a commenter who found the one video with comments enabled (an ear piercing clip) and left feedback about why comments should be enabled, assuming he wanted agreement and interaction. He explains this represents fragmented thinking and assumption-making, emphasizing his sovereignty over interaction choices. The transmission shifts to **hiking footage at Black Rock Point** with ocean views, wind, and trail exploration. Multiple trail options are visible, including a circular trail for the return trip. The hike includes encounters with frogs and scenic coastal viewpoints. **The transmission concludes with a reflection on societal collapse** — that wherever someone is when collapse occurs becomes their permanent location and community formation point, emphasizing the importance of choosing location carefully.

Oct 12, 2024 · 32% match
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19:18

Last Day in Nevada Before Oregon Move

rswfire spends his final day in Nevada running errands in Elo, including getting Starbucks and searching for a pure sine wave inverter at Lowe's and Home Depot without success. He visits a pet store looking for fish flakes for his cat Bailey but finds only new treats. He discusses his cat's unusual eating habits, stemming from early abandonment and hand-feeding experiences. **Decision to Leave Nevada**: He addresses comments from viewers and people in his personal life suggesting he might regret not going to Oregon. He explains his non-binary thinking approach and how he doesn't experience regret the way others do, emphasizing his integrated decision-making process. **Mountain Drive**: During the drive back to his RV, he navigates mountain roads that trigger primal fear responses. He identifies specific visual triggers (curved roads where only sky is visible) and manages them by driving at 20 mph. He discusses how this physical reaction differs from metaphorical uncertainty. **Fundamental Differences**: Throughout the transmission, he explores the theme of being fundamentally different from others, particularly in how he processes emotions, makes decisions, and experiences fear. He explains his non-compartmentalized thinking and how simple comments can be triggering because of this integration. **Technical Issues**: His RV batteries are failing at 12.5V, and his solar power station is at 20%. He plans to run his generator and is working toward making his solar power station the main power source. A mouse problem in the RV remains unresolved, which concerns him about the upcoming trip to Oregon.

Oct 7, 2024 · 32% match
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