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10:59

Pilgrimage for Ear Piercings Blocked by Healing Requirements

rswfire travels from Cayucos to get additional ear piercings but is turned away due to insufficient healing time on existing piercings. The piercer advises waiting 6-9 months to avoid scar tissue formation. During the journey, he stops for an oil change on his Jeep, which immediately improves driving performance. He purchases a new stainless steel necklace to replace one he lost on trails. Throughout the transmission, he discusses his philosophy on money as energy flow rather than something to hoard, explaining his spending choices despite recent financial constraints. He expresses frustration about losing ocean access for hours during the inland drive and mentions flirting with a guy at the oil change shop. The day ends in disappointment about the piercings but satisfaction with the new necklace.

Dec 19, 2024 · 40% match
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6:36

Morning Preparation for Long Drive to Nebraska

rswfire begins the day at 7 AM, disinfecting ear piercings that are still healing from weeks prior in Kentucky. He describes the soreness of cartilage piercings and his desire to switch from studs to hoops once fully healed. **Bailey the cat is present and demanding attention.** The speaker prepares for a 6-8 hour drive to Northwestern Nebraska, where he'll stay for a day and a half. He went to bed early the previous night but was kept awake by Bailey until midnight-2 AM, resulting in 5-6 hours of sleep. He explains his approach to "motivating himself" - not forcing action but mindfully acknowledging the day ahead like a river flowing naturally. **The transmission shifts to reflections on pirates and sailors wearing earrings.** He describes how they embodied important things by making them part of their bodies rather than just possessing them. The earrings served multiple purposes: payment for funerals if lost at sea, superstitious protection (belief in fairy men who took them to river stins), and integration of fear into daily life planning.

Sep 24, 2024 · 39% match
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3:18

Acknowledging Young Man at Mammoth Cave and Piercing Pain

rswfire recounts an encounter at Mammoth Cave where he intentionally acknowledged a young man who appeared to feel invisible, giving him a peace sign and saying "peace to you" while driving slowly past. The young man responded with a bright smile, creating what rswfire describes as a genuine, brief but meaningful connection. He then provides an update on ear piercing pain, noting it's day two and the pain has intensified significantly. He explains his philosophy that good things should come with discomfort and struggle, viewing this as a defining trait where if something is too easy, it's not worth it. He extends this thinking to mosquito bites, showing them off as badges of honor and physical manifestations of experiences, emphasizing his approach of finding value in everything through reframing perspective.

Sep 2, 2024 · 33% match
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9:46

Morning Update on Sleep Issues and Dentist Appointment

The speaker begins a morning transmission after only 4 hours of sleep, addressing a previous video they posted about feeling alone and struggling with self-worth issues. They report quitting smoking over 24 hours ago and are using vaping and nicotine patches as substitutes. A piercing ball fell out overnight but was replaced with a band-aid temporarily. The speaker has a dentist appointment scheduled requiring a 3-hour round trip drive and plans to look for hoop earrings. They express readiness to move on from their current 3-month stationary period. Sleep problems persist due to an uneven bed frame (quarter-inch off) and RV rocking motion when their 15-pound cat Bailey moves around. They consulted ChatGPT about smoking cessation health benefits and sleep issues. The speaker needs to shower and shop before the appointment, mentioning they have dentures but haven't been wearing them due to poor fit and gag reflex issues. Some ordered items were mistakenly delivered to their parents' house.

Jun 10, 2024 · 30% match
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7:52

Beach Walk with Dog During Nicotine Recovery

rswfire walks on a beach with a friend's dog named Buddy, who runs off-leash while they trace the tides. He is 10-11 days into quitting nicotine and describes feeling ready to return to work after spending time outside during recovery. He discusses ongoing financial challenges, noting the difficulty of building from scarcity while maintaining alignment requirements. Technical work includes migrating projects to new servers and rebuilding his website using autonomy as the base. He observes small birds that appear to ice skate on the wet sand and mentions being near an ATV-allowed area with visible tracks. He expresses satisfaction with his single eyebrow piercing hoop and reflects on being a year and a half into his journey.

Nov 13, 2025 · 29% match
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3:02

Losing Earring While Collecting Firewood

rswfire reports losing an earring while collecting campfire wood, describing how it was torn out when rubbed against wood. This is the second time losing an earring in that location - the first was lost due to a helmet during dune activities. He temporarily replaces it with a different earring but notes the piercing is only a few months old and still healing. The transmission continues with rswfire describing his Saturday morning activities including weed whacking and walking a dog that respects his boundaries about not licking. He observes other campers, including someone from another country who may be interested in him, and people tent camping on truck beds. rswfire reflects on attractiveness and personality, noting that cute people often lack depth while claiming he has both depth and hotness. He concludes by requesting help from his audience, expressing frustration about lack of support, and mentions working on his subscription service where comments will eventually be available.

Jul 27, 2025 · 27% match
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8:52

Processing Cat Surrender and Space Reconfiguration

rswfire reflects on surrendering his cat Bailey to an animal shelter the previous day and the immediate aftermath. After dropping Bailey off, he went to the beach to process, then returned to clean and reorganize his RV space extensively - tasks he had been unable to complete for months while the cat was present. He describes waking at 2 AM and continuing to rearrange his living space, setting up his desktop computer in the living area, fixing his keyboard, and reorganizing storage. He discusses the practical challenges of living with a cat in the small RV space - litter box maintenance, constant meowing, jumping on surfaces, and space constraints. Despite loving the cat deeply, he acknowledges the situation wasn't working after 6 months of trying to make it work. He experiences both relief at having more functional space and guilt/grief over the decision. He plans to visit his piercer to change some ear piercings to hoops and potentially add more piercings. The transmission includes a separate emotional segment where he processes the sadness and guilt directly, emphasizing this as an example of integration and owning difficult feelings.

Dec 21, 2024 · 26% match
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6:43

Daily Tasks and RV Life Maintenance

rswfire documents a day of practical tasks while living in an RV. He plans to visit multiple towns for propane, laundry, and tire replacement with all-terrain tires. The RV isn't level, causing back pain and preventing desktop use. He's organized belongings, continuing to minimize possessions as he adapts to mobile living. He gets his ears pierced for the first time, though not with the silver hoops he wanted due to local restrictions. The piercings bleed significantly. He keeps his location secret from his parents. Back at the RV, he works on securing solar panels and other equipment, preparing the space so his companion Bailey can move around safely when the slide is extended. He mentions upcoming dental work and reflects on the ongoing process of downsizing possessions as priorities become clearer through mobile living.

Jun 4, 2024 · 26% match
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7:14

Getting New Piercings and State Park Updates

rswfire records a YouTube update after waking from a nap, showing off new piercings obtained in Eugene, Oregon - an eyebrow piercing and additional ear piercings (helix and lobe). He drove an hour and a half to a new piercing shop run by an experienced piercer and left feeling happy about the transformation. He provides updates on his state park volunteering work, currently in his second month at a park where he's been working in the Welcome Center. The role has been rewarding despite being slow season - he's met many guests who were kind, some flirted with him, and other volunteers frequently come to share their lives with him. He mentions there are "complicated things" happening at the park that he can't discuss yet. **Upcoming schedule:** Next month he'll be cleaning yurts at the same park, then moving to a different park in his birthday month (April) to work with his previous boss again. May-June will be at Mount Hood. July-August he plans to drive to Kentucky to visit his mother and Oliver (his cat), then return to the coast. September he returns to his starting park, and October-December he'll work at a Welcome Center at a beach location an hour and a half north. **Financial situation:** Money is tight. He's doing some work with his old boss from his previous 10-year job, but the dynamics have shifted and he's making much less than before. His RV still has ongoing issues and he has the same bills to pay as mentioned in previous updates.

Feb 25, 2025 · 22% match
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8:11

Wendy's Last Day and Bike Adventure

rswfire spends Wendy's final day before she moves to Horsefall, sharing lunch together. He removes one of his double eyebrow piercings, deciding he prefers the single piercing look and reflecting on how the second piercing was done as fortification against reality overwriting at Honeyman. **He discovers his love for biking** while riding Wendy's bike around the area, going over hills and bridges to the ocean, expressing strong desire to get his own bike. The bike has no brakes, adding excitement to the ride. **He returns home to work on processing photos** using his remaining $10 Cloud API budget after spending $39.25 processing 350 transmissions. He plans to create an interactive map feature for his website with photo pins and location data. **Financial concerns emerge** as he needs to figure out how to make money to avoid the previous situation of nearly losing his Jeep. He expresses satisfaction with his life's current alignment while acknowledging the need for runway time for his projects to succeed.

Oct 18, 2025 · 22% match
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4:45

Announcing YouTube Monetization and Membership Tiers

rswfire announces his YouTube channel has been monetized and explains his new membership structure. He describes two membership tiers: $3/month with basic content and monthly live streams, and $10/month which includes more vulnerable content behind a paywall. He explains that YouTube requires 8 subscribers before showing the join button, so he offers a special perk for the first 8 members - handmade friendship bracelets and Oregon postcards. He shows his collection of embroidery threads and friendship bracelet pattern books, acknowledging he can only make basic designs. rswfire discusses his motivation for putting vulnerable content behind a paywall, citing concerns about platform abuse and wanting to create a safer space for sharing. He mentions being at Cape Blanco on his last day before moving north to a different park, and reflects on navigating the platform for 10 months.

Dec 31, 2024 · 21% match
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3:50

Releasing Hidden YouTube Archive and Starting Expansion Chapter

rswfire announces he is making all 500 previously hidden YouTube videos available tonight. He explains that he had hidden most videos during his YouTube pause, keeping only the Kentucky to Oregon travel videos visible while deciding which others to show. He felt some older videos contained energy he no longer resonates with, particularly those where he was less tolerant of his audience. He outlines his journey structure of six playlists representing different chapters: preparation (living in house), transition (first time out), pause (3 months at campground dealing with dental situation), and embodiment (traveling to Oregon and integrating growth). He announces starting chapter 7 called "the expansion" - shifting focus from personal journey to helping his audience with their own journeys. He addresses his dental situation directly, explaining that viewers will see him without teeth in older videos as he now has implants. He describes this as a hard truth to live with but not shame, emphasizing full self-acceptance and the importance of showing his complete journey including losing his teeth as part of his growth in learning to listen to his body and love himself.

Dec 6, 2024 · 21% match
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1:28

Sharing Woodworking Hobby and Future Cabin Plans

rswfire shares a woodworking hobby involving wooden puzzle-like objects that transform into decorative items. He explains posting short videos due to poor internet connectivity at his current location. He shows an incomplete wooden piece and a finished example, noting that his completed pieces are stored at his parents' house where he originally planned to display them on bookshelves. He expresses missing books and bookshelves, describing woodworking as a hobby he wants to pursue more seriously. He mentions the pleasant smell of the wood and his inability to display the pieces in his current living space. He concludes by expressing his desire to eventually have a cabin where he can display both books and his woodworking projects.

May 4, 2024 · 21% match
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7:46

Searching for Solitude at Gold Beach Coast

rswfire arrives in Gold Beach, Oregon, seeking an isolated spot to spend time alone. He encounters a Jeep with only one rubber duck and decides to add another duck from his collection, asking a food trailer worker if the vehicle belongs to her before placing it. After expressing frustration with crowds and difficulty finding solitude, he locates a secluded parking spot overlooking the Pacific Ocean. He walks down to explore what appears to be a park area with warning signs about sneaker waves and cliff edges. The terrain proves challenging to navigate down to the beach level. He observes the dramatic coastal landscape, including large rock formations and wind-sculpted trees that remind him of giant bonsai. While exploring, he encounters a white Jeep and decides to place a white duck on it. The owner, a woman, thanks him for the duck. He notices Trump stickers on her vehicle but still gives her the duck, expressing conflicted feelings about the political difference while maintaining his duck-giving practice.

Oct 11, 2024 · 21% match
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