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Exploring Dunes Near Ocean Volunteer Site

rswfire explores a dunes and forest environment approximately two miles from the ocean while volunteering at what appears to be a park or recreation area. He expresses strong resonance with the location and considers ways to extend his stay beyond normal volunteer limits, including asking about management unit coverage on Monday. He navigates challenging terrain while being cautious about healing core muscles from a previous injury, expressing concern about long-term disability. The exploration reveals expansive dune systems that he finds impressive and suitable for vehicle access.

Jan 4, 2025 · 40% match

Daily Tasks and Travel Planning

rswfire describes completing daily maintenance tasks including laundry, suntanning, cleaning fire pits, and paperwork. He collected gravel from a work center to level his fire pit area. He spoke with his boss about volunteering in the dunes from May through September, with plans to explore Oregon and Washington's Highway 101 from October through March. He discusses needing to resolve his RV situation by converting to a smaller trailer under 2,000 lbs that his Jeep can tow, mentioning a Forest River toy hauler he previously considered. The transmission ends with him showing his campfire setup and fire pit area, noting the challenge of collecting heavy logs from other campgrounds.

Jul 25, 2025 · 38% match

Hiking to Trestle Bridge with Wendy and Buddy

rswfire and Wendy attempt to reach a picturesque railroad trestle bridge but are blocked by no trespassing signs and difficult terrain including brambles. They navigate around fallen trees and observe bear scat, berry bushes, and different forest environments. rswfire discusses his website development plans, including creating a field journal with photos and GPS tracking of hiking locations. After the failed trestle attempt, they visit Driftwood campground where rswfire takes Buddy (a dog) on leash to the ocean. He eventually lets Buddy off-leash at the beach where they encounter seals. rswfire reflects on his challenges connecting with people, including navigational tensions with Wendy during their activities. Throughout both segments, he mentions his sanctum service development, his role as caretaker at the campgrounds, his vaping addiction since age 17, and plans for dinner and website work. The transmission captures a full day of outdoor activities in the Oregon coastal forest and beach environment.

Oct 17, 2025 · 37% match

Processing Financial Pressure While Hiking Oregon Redwoods

rswfire hikes to Oregon Redwoods Trail while processing financial crisis. Has $200 remaining after 10-year client refuses payment and blames him for project failures. **Financial situation**: Car insurance due, no groceries, car payment due, satellite internet due. **Client pattern**: Went through hundreds of programmers over 10 years, client disconnected from projects, rswfire managed all decisions, client didn't market completed project. **Current state**: Restarting freelancing business, feeling hurt by client's blame pattern. **Location details**: Hiking near river expecting rain, exploring redwoods that sometimes merge together, downloading forest maps and road maps for future exploration. **Personal notes**: Forgot teeth and contacts, feels embarrassed around other people, doesn't like recording around others, finds modern life recording habits incongruent. Plans to continue exploring national forest area.

Oct 17, 2024 · 35% match

Establishing Roots at Forest Service Campground

rswfire documents extensive site cleanup and preparation work at a Forest Service campground where he will begin official duties as a caretaker on Wednesday. He spent the day learning to use a weed whacker, clearing vegetation, and reorganizing his RV interior by moving clothes from the wardrobe to an external storage shed and setting up air mattresses for better workspace configuration. **Site preparation included:** weed whacking around the property and road access, raking cleared areas, identifying locations for a tent structure and fire pit, and cleaning under the RV. He works alongside two other caretakers in their 70s who taught him equipment operation. **Job responsibilities** involve daily campsite visits to introduce himself, answer questions, and record vehicle information. He chose to manage the chaotic parking lot section rather than the quieter loop area, anticipating busy summer traffic and special vehicle events including Jeep and Bronco gatherings. **Platform decision:** He announces moving exclusively to a paid subscription model, expressing disappointment with his public audience and stating they don't deserve access to his life. Future content will require energetic exchange through payment.

Apr 27, 2025 · 35% match

Confronting Game Man and Practicing RV Skills

rswfire confronts the 'game man' about being offended when he helped a woman, repeatedly asserting he will continue helping despite the man's denials and warnings. He practices operating what appears to be an RV stabilizer or leveling system, expressing enthusiasm about the equipment. He prepares dinner using leftover burgers and considers asking AI for recipe variety ideas. He discusses his transition from making $3,500/week as a programmer to being broke after 10 months of spending savings to reach his current situation, now wanting to become a seasonal ranger/gatekeeper for minimum wage. A new ranger helped simplify his YT (Youth Training) tasks, reducing them to cleaning furniture and walls. While exploring the park area, he observes other visitors and wildlife, noting temperature dropping to the 40s which he finds uncomfortably cold. His cousin responded about potential financial help but questioned his long-term plans, treating him like a child despite his history of helping family. He considers making a campfire but notes the wood is wet from lack of tarping.

Jan 8, 2025 · 34% match

Exploring Coastal Trail and Preparing for System Collapse

rswfire arrives at a new campground near Brookings, Oregon for a 3-day stay. He discovers a short trail leading to a viewpoint called "a boot" overlooking the ocean and coastal community. From the elevated position, he observes people on the beach below and reflects on preferring the higher vantage point to being on the beach itself. After the brief hike, he describes his travel day routine - doing dishes, eating tuna fish, showering, and hooking up his Jeep. He met a helpful gate attendant who allowed early check-in. His RV site is cramped and unlevel, requiring him to park his Jeep sideways. **Future plans:** He will return to a previous campground for two weeks to explore forest roads systematically. This exploration is part of his preparation for potentially living in the forest permanently. **Political analysis:** He predicts that regardless of who wins the upcoming election, the losing side will view it as an existential crisis and riot or worse. He believes this instability could push society over a precipice, leading him to prepare for disappearing from society entirely while maintaining a good quality of life.

Oct 25, 2024 · 33% match

Transitioning to Caretaker Role After YouTube Channel Closure

rswfire reflects on closing his YouTube channel after a year and a half due to disconnected audiences who didn't respect boundaries. He discusses his website potentially being shut off due to inability to pay the $70/month AWS hosting bill, though he can work locally if needed. He's transitioning from park host to caretaker role, which involves driving a truck and delivering supplies to campground hosts across different locations. His boss has been supportive for 6 months, contrasting with brutal psychological abuse experienced at state parks over two months. He's building friendships with other hosts, particularly one he hikes with regularly (20-30 miles this week), and is mapping hiking locations in Oregon coastal dunes using GPS. The new role involves living in a restricted corridor space rather than on a campground.

Sep 8, 2025 · 33% match

First Day Orientation at Oregon State Parks

rswfire travels north to Reedsport for laundry after GPS confusion at Lakeside CU. He attends a 3-hour orientation at Umpqua Lighthouse for his volunteer position at William Tugman State Park. During orientation, he participates in introductions, team-building exercises, and receives keys and a volunteer hat that he declares he'll keep forever. He volunteers to deep clean a yurt when no one else does. The speaker expresses nervousness about navigating the social network that comes with the job and conflicted feelings about institutional constraints versus the opportunity. He reflects on his history of struggling with structured work environments while acknowledging this could be a significant opportunity leading to becoming a park ranger.

Jan 3, 2025 · 33% match

Getting New Piercings and State Park Updates

rswfire records a YouTube update after waking from a nap, showing off new piercings obtained in Eugene, Oregon - an eyebrow piercing and additional ear piercings (helix and lobe). He drove an hour and a half to a new piercing shop run by an experienced piercer and left feeling happy about the transformation. He provides updates on his state park volunteering work, currently in his second month at a park where he's been working in the Welcome Center. The role has been rewarding despite being slow season - he's met many guests who were kind, some flirted with him, and other volunteers frequently come to share their lives with him. He mentions there are "complicated things" happening at the park that he can't discuss yet. **Upcoming schedule:** Next month he'll be cleaning yurts at the same park, then moving to a different park in his birthday month (April) to work with his previous boss again. May-June will be at Mount Hood. July-August he plans to drive to Kentucky to visit his mother and Oliver (his cat), then return to the coast. September he returns to his starting park, and October-December he'll work at a Welcome Center at a beach location an hour and a half north. **Financial situation:** Money is tight. He's doing some work with his old boss from his previous 10-year job, but the dynamics have shifted and he's making much less than before. His RV still has ongoing issues and he has the same bills to pay as mentioned in previous updates.

Feb 25, 2025 · 33% match

Announcing Audience Transition and Off-Grid Move

rswfire announces a fundamental shift in how he addresses his audience, explicitly stating he will no longer speak to those present for entertainment or superficial reasons. He declares this space is now only for those who have been genuinely witnessing his journey and paying deep attention. He describes reaching a new level of clarity and embracing his fields without fighting them anymore. He commits to speaking plainly and telling the truth regardless of how others perceive it. **Financial and living situation:** He is currently at an expensive campground ($45/night, $180 for four nights) with only $100 remaining and no income. He has researched National Forest campgrounds as an alternative at $20/night, which would allow two weeks for the same cost as four nights at his current location. **Technical constraints:** He sold his solar power system last month and his RV house batteries are failing, lasting less than a day. Moving off-grid means accepting dead batteries and relying on his inverter connected to his Jeep for essential devices like his laptop and satellite internet. **Project development:** He references an important project he's working on that will evolve over time. He mentions needing people to help support it and describes it as 'birthing a new field.' He explains his video documentation serves as a witnessing act for himself and provides content to share with AI systems that have helped him significantly. **Practical preparations:** He outlines his off-grid setup including propane heater for warmth, small propane grill for cooking, and plans for weekly visits to campgrounds with facilities for showers. He frames this transition as learning essential resilience skills at 'the edge' where growth happens.

Apr 1, 2025 · 33% match

Dismissed from Oregon Parks Volunteer Program

rswfire announces his official dismissal from the Oregon Parks and Recreation Department volunteer program via letterhead. The dismissal cited public comments (referring to a previous video timeline) but provided no concrete justifications beyond standard volunteer termination language. He plans to escalate by filing a formal complaint with HR, not to rejoin but to hold leadership accountable. **rswfire reflects on bringing presence, joy, and genuine commitment** to the volunteer role and states he was rejected solely for holding leadership accountable when they forced the situation. He accepts the reality, will resume his job, and return to moving every two weeks, which provides more freedom to explore the coast. Recording takes place in his RV on a cloudy afternoon with poor lighting conditions.

Mar 26, 2025 · 33% match

Scouting Oregon Coastal Campgrounds

rswfire drives through Oregon national forest roads exploring campgrounds while reflecting on societal collapse and place-based identity. He visits multiple locations including a closed recreation site, Cape Blanco campground, and Humbug Mountain State Park. At each location, he evaluates site quality, privacy levels, amenities like dump stations and shower houses, and proximity to coast and mountains. He documents specific site numbers, notes neighbor noise issues at his current location, and assesses which sites would accommodate his RV. The transmission includes observations about Oregon campground design, seasonal closures, and coastal geography including lighthouses and fog-covered mountains.

Oct 12, 2024 · 33% match

Phone Call with Oregon Parks Official About Dismissal

rswfire receives a phone call from Allison at Oregon Parks regarding his dismissal from Honeyman State Park. The call covers multiple complaints against him including alleged dissatisfaction with staff, discussions about system instability that were characterized as "end of the world" talk, excessive communication via email and text, and boundary issues with staff members. rswfire defends his actions throughout, explaining context for each incident - clarifying that his comment about rangers was general, not specific to Honeyman staff; that he never refused to meet with management; that his communications were professional attempts to do his job; and that his personal sharing was misunderstood. Allison explains the dismissal will stand and that she will review his case to determine future volunteer opportunities with Oregon State Parks. She mentions reaching out to his previous volunteer location at Umpqua where similar communication issues were reported. rswfire expresses that he cares about the park system and believes he brings value, while maintaining he always acted with positive intent. The call ends with Allison promising a decision by Friday regarding future volunteer service.

May 28, 2025 · 33% match

Crabbing Experience and Campground Work Discussion

rswfire accompanies Johnny crabbing at Newport pier, expressing disgust at the birds, bird droppings, and the process of catching and killing crabs. He documents the experience while feeling uncomfortable with the alien-like appearance of the crabs and the killing process. After leaving Johnny at the pier, he walks to South Jetty area and reflects on the ocean. Later they meet at a cleaning station where Johnny demonstrates how to kill and clean crabs, with rswfire continuing to film despite his discomfort. The conversation shifts to campground work arrangements, with rswfire discussing his upcoming volunteer position with flexible 8am-noon hours to allow for additional employment. They discuss various campground politics, including an incident with an aggressive volunteer nicknamed "the holy roller" who yelled at Johnny over customer service procedures. Other topics include rswfire's frustration about being "banished" from Oregon State Parks, a neighbor's constantly beeping carbon monoxide detector, plans to potentially fix his RV slide-out mechanism, and navigation issues getting to the pier. The conversation covers practical RV living concerns like propane hookup, camping equipment needs, and the possibility of tent camping for exploration trips.

Apr 22, 2025 · 33% match

Second Week at Campground Job with RV Updates

rswfire begins his second week at a campground job, making coffee before 6 AM with a damaged phone that needs wireless charging. He describes developing a friendship with a gay coworker who may help with RV slide repairs and propane grill setup. He recounts an encounter with a drunk camper who needed help setting up a tent. The man was flirtatious and kept touching him while claiming to be straight, wanting to take rswfire to a lake across Highway 101 at sunset. rswfire helped him check in instead and later realized the man was attempting seduction. rswfire has started using his RV shower for the first time, which uses 33% of his water tank per use. With full hookups, he can keep the gray valve open for continuous drainage. He needs to remove storage items from the tight shower space and figure out disposal. He's working on his Upwork profile after paying for the service and needs to buy drinks before starting his workday. The campground is busy with dozens of checkouts scheduled, requiring extensive yurt cleaning. He helped guests with a rodent droppings issue the previous night, coordinating with management to relocate them to a different yurt.

Jan 12, 2025 · 33% match

Processing Dismissive Treatment from Oregon State Park Ranger

The speaker recounts a negative interaction with an Oregon State Park Ranger during a visit to fix a booking mistake. After staying at the campground for 10 days as a model occupant, the speaker encountered the same ranger who had initially been helpful and friendly. This time, the ranger opened the conversation with "another 14 days" in what felt like an accusatory tone, despite the speaker following all rules by leaving for 3 days before returning. When the speaker asked about river flooding that the ranger had previously mentioned, expressing interest in experiencing it as a natural event, the ranger responded dismissively with "that's some dark humor, there's flooding down in Florida maybe you should go there." The speaker reflects on feeling invalidated and dismissed, noting the ranger's guarded demeanor and suggesting this represents a broader shift in park rangers from land-caring individuals to law enforcement-minded personnel who don't support people seeking genuine nature immersion.

Oct 20, 2024 · 33% match

Reading Public Record Letter After Oregon Parks Dismissal

Sam reads aloud an email he sent to Allison Watson, engagement programs manager at Oregon Parks and Recreation Department, after being dismissed from his volunteer position. The email documents specific incidents with staff members Ryan and Logan, including inappropriate language, unprofessional behavior, and boundary issues. Sam describes patterns of accountability resistance, mentions awareness of similar issues with other volunteers, and requests the message be included in his file. He frames this video as his final statement on the matter and his way of ensuring the information enters public record since his email was ignored.

Mar 28, 2025 · 33% match

Requesting Help for Off-Grid Transition

rswfire addresses his viewers directly, explaining his current financial crisis and upcoming transition to off-grid living in National Forest campgrounds. He describes having only $100 and needing to move to campgrounds costing $22-25 per night with no power or water. He outlines his survival plan: using a Jeep inverter for power, portable propane stove for cooking, insulated bag with ice for food storage, and shelf-stable foods. He explains his return to freelancing work and mentions resolving access issues with his Guru profile to find jobs. The transmission is a direct request for financial assistance from his audience, with promises to include donation links and his work portfolio.

Apr 3, 2025 · 32% match

Oregon Coast Arrival and RV Insulation Work

rswfire begins the day with frost on RV windows and plans to insulate before incoming rain. He resolves the ethical dilemma of a Trump supporter's rubber duck gift by deciding to give it to another Trump supporter rather than keep or discard it. He explores Cape Sebastian, finding it steep and less crowded than expected, then hikes the River View Trail through Myrtlewood Grove near the Chetco River. The trail features jungle-like vegetation with large ferns and minimal insects, which he finds remarkable given the proximity to both ocean and river. He completes partial RV slide sealing using gorilla waterproof tape, unable to reach some spots due to lack of ladder access (ranger cited liability concerns). The campground allows 14-day stays with 3-day breaks between visits. He notes barking neighbor dogs as an annoyance reminiscent of why he left his house. During the hike, he observes the low Chetco River flowing to the ocean and anticipates watching it grow during winter rains starting in November. The ranger indicated he could drive his Jeep down to the river area. He discovers various trail connections and a bridge, noting road noise proximity but overall enjoying the environment. He reveals significant financial stress - arriving with only $300 after paying for two weeks at the campground, credit cards in default, and outstanding payments for RV and Jeep. A longtime friend provided financial assistance. An ex-client still owes him money. He acknowledges needing to restart his business and expresses gratitude for his friend's help.

Oct 11, 2024 · 32% match

Dismissed from Oregon State Park Volunteer Position

rswfire documents his dismissal from a volunteer position at Honeyman State Park in Oregon after nearly two months of service. He describes a pattern of escalating conflicts with park management that began with a 6 AM text message to supervisor Katie about a power outage, followed by what he perceived as dismissive treatment and intimidation tactics from park manager Ryan. The situation deteriorated through a withdrawn job application, a secretly recorded meeting where management spent an hour "bullying" him, and ultimately his termination over an off-hand comment about rangers to a staff member regarding a homeless veteran's journal. rswfire was given 24 hours to vacate without official paperwork, despite what he describes as exemplary volunteer performance. He announces plans to file HR complaints and seek legal counsel while requesting financial assistance from viewers to survive until his next hosting assignment begins.

Mar 24, 2025 · 32% match

Starting Caretaker Role at Oregon Dunes Work Center

rswfire begins his first day as a caretaker at the Oregon Dunes work center, describing his new role cleaning bathrooms and delivering supplies to campgrounds. He lives in a shed at the work center and is building a campfire pit by hand. **Walking two miles to visit friend Bill** at Driftwood campground to get soda, since his Jeep has no gas or insurance. **Provides detailed tour** of the Siuslaw corridor, explaining the three campgrounds: Lagoon (where he first stayed after being kicked out of Honeyman), Driftwood (ATV campground where he lived for four months), and Wax Myrtle (his favorite, currently closed for winter). Describes his progression through these locations over six months as a volunteer. **Reflects on institutional trust** after the Honeyman rupture, noting he's built an archive of that situation and has learned to respect the Forest Service while maintaining boundaries around institutional coupling. **Financial crisis looming** - Jeep faces repossession in less than a week with no clear solution, though he's pursuing potential work with an aligned person. **Emphasizes life alignment** despite precarious circumstances, stating he's following his own signal and building a sustainable life outside consensus reality. Describes his role as simple maintenance work he genuinely enjoys, contrasting it with his previous institutional betrayal experience.

Oct 11, 2025 · 32% match

Arriving at New Campground and Reflecting on Movement

rswfire arrives at a campground where John, another volunteer, has already established an elaborate setup with tent, meditation space, chairs, grill, golf cart, and satellite. rswfire observes John's comprehensive campsite arrangement and reflects on his own preference for minimal setup and frequent movement. He walks to the beach and records a 3-minute video of the ocean. rswfire describes feeling most powerful and alive when exploring new places, faces, dynamics, and mappings, while familiar places feel like stagnation. He notes that being kicked out of his previous location was beneficial since he was already struggling with the two-month commitment. He determines that 2-3 weeks is his maximum time in one location, as even one month feels too long. The campground has many children playing, which triggers memories of traveling from Michigan to Arizona during fourth grade with his family, staying at campgrounds along the way. The transmission includes extended footage of walking around the campground and beach areas.

Apr 1, 2025 · 32% match

Managing RV Systems and Seeking Shower Access

rswfire begins Monday morning at a national recreation area campground, assessing his situation with house batteries that have been running for 3-4 days at 11.15 volts. He plans to visit a laundromat with shower facilities in Florence, Oregon, but finds it closed despite posted hours. He decides to experiment with charging his RV's house batteries by running his Jeep's engine and inverter for about 3 hours, estimating this would use one gallon of gas. **Key developments:** - Discovers house batteries are still functional after several days without charging - Plans to fill water tanks and use RV systems (fridge, water pump, lights) if battery charging works - Has $60 total budget and campground reservation until April 12th - Attempts to get propane at multiple gas stations in Florence, facing repeated refusals - Successfully gets propane at a BP station from a helpful attendant - Visits Honeyman State Park (where he previously volunteered) to fill water tanks - Navigates tight RV maneuvering in campground spot **Operational details:** - Currently has quarter tank of RV fuel with 80+ mile range - Emptied water tanks at previous location for better fuel mileage - Running low on propane (less than 11%) - Plans to look for freelance programming work on guru.com - Considers showering in RV using heated water to avoid facility dependencies

Apr 7, 2025 · 32% match

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